I don't understand why people want to tell something that isn't true to go and tell a lie to break a promise to me and try to get me in trouble I don't know why people want to do this I really don't and it just makes me want to scream yell and punch someone in the face and tell them to get the fuck away from me I just don't wanna be around them anymore I just don't wanna talk anymore I just wanna become mute and never tell another secret ever again because I obviously can't trust no one anymore because they just wanna lie about me and tell stupid shit to get me in trouble to ruin my life it makes me wanna start cutting again after 6 months of being clean I just don't wanna be here I just wanna run away and never look back and just go just leave that's all I want to do.... If I do run I won't leave a letter I won't leave a trace I won't I'll just up and leave and not look back
I'm just sick and tired of people trying to ruin my life
