Every time ur around I'm a big ass softy, but once u leave I'm back to my old ways of being a hard ass and heartless but as soon as u come back its all gone and nobody else is capable of making that disappear .... I really think u were sent into my life to help me heal and learn how to love again bc God knows I was on my last string of ending it all and Ik I say I don't pray but there's moments in my life where I break down and cry and I just start talking Idk who's listening I'm hoping God is but I just talk and the day we started talking the night before I prayed for god to help me and I really think ur the help he sent me and I'm blessed to say that ur the blessing I've been waiting for !!
