boys meet u || shinee

Love Song

It felt like the love I had lasted for 30 seconds, what made me want to end it so quickly? Questions buzzing my head in a rainy night, with me in a gloomy mood. As I listen to the playlist in my music player, I remember every moment where I used to cherish you so badly I could die.

But that's not what's happening today. Maybe I have said goodbye too many times, too much to hurt myself. Whenever I remember a memory, it makes me not wanna leave your side. But this is the final goodbye, I promise you that.

I am running out of words to say, I guess this shows how I really don't care anymore. Please don't think of me as being selfish, because I am seeing myself as the antagonist now. Don't make me feel guilty, I am begging you.

Maybe I am selfish, maybe I am malicious, but I never managed to love you unlike before. As I write these down, maybe later on, on my sleep, I might think of you and cry.

But that's the cycle in life, I have to move on, and I need to forget you as quick as possible, even if it hurts too much. Maybe that's how it all ends.

I told myself one day I will stop loving you, but I never imagined it this way. Seeing the new self of me in the mirror, I can see I have changed too much...the changes that hurt you the most.

This is the final goodbye, I swear. Later on, our tears will dry like the autumn leaves. And later on, these memories will be nothing but gibberish things that we just used to know.

As I look in the mirror again, the eyes I once had were filled with wrinkles that makes me look ugly. Those memories we had, it seems nothing to me now. That scar that was left on our pure young hearts seemed to disappear now.

This is the final goodbye, I promise.

MinA scanned the lyrics she made...she seemed to like what she made. Then, all of a sudden, the door opened...it was Jonghyun.

MinA can't help but plaster a smile on her face to show what she made for SP5RK's new album. After a few minutes.

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"The lyrics are so good! I can't believe you made this!" Jonghyun's opinion made MinA burst in laughter. She can't hide her happiness seeing that the professional lyricist just described her lyrics "unbelievable".

"Thanks oppa." MinA said and did a complete eyesmile.

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Deni's Note:

I actually made the lyrics when I felt like I was already sick and tired...I wrote it as a song as my goodbye if I give up on my biases.

IF.

It's an if. So there is nothing to worry about for now. ;) I hope you like it, Shawols.

P.S. Jonghyun in multimedia section! :) Did you think he looks more handsome now that he lost, like, 12 kg? For me, he looks so handsome. *0*