I call out but no one wants to play
I set up plans but they fall though
I am the thing in common with all my lost friendships
I was also the one trying to recover when everybody left
I don't want to be stuck in that cycle of depression
I don't want to feed off of all the sorrows and 'woe is me'
I don't want to be alone but sometimes that is easier
I want a friend to help me trough this journey
I want someone who loves me for all of me
That means:
my obsessions constantly changing but never going away
my moments of high energy and want to see the world
my doubts about myself and the fact that sometimes I'm depressed
my optimism and also that I'm an extrovert
my want to act and also be a scientist
I want someone that will answer and won't give me bull
I want some one who will stop me from having another lonely summerAN ~ sorry if this is all rambly it's like 2:30am and I can't fall asleep (though I would love to be sleeping). I'm going to listen to some WTNV hopefully that will help. Also, I needed to get some thoughts and feelings out and this was the best way.
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Void of Stars
PoesiaThis is a new poetry book. My last ones were toxic and I didn't want them anymore. This one will stay creative. If it becomes toxic I will delete as well. I want to be happy. That doesn't mean my poetry will be but I don't want it to make me feel wo...