*makes inhuman noises*
---------"Pj you can't ignore me forever!" I yelled while closing the front door, "yes I can!" I heard him say as I was leaving. It was time for hell, I mean, school, after spring break, and let's just say I'd much rather be on Tumblr right now. "Danny!" Kym yelled from across the street, she caught up with me, "Danny," she said, out of breath, "I need- a ride." She panted. "I can see that." I chuckled, "Why are you not worried Dan?! We're L-A-T-E!" I furrowed my eyebrows at her, "Um, Kym, you know it's seven right? School starts at 8:20." Kym looked at me like I told her the next season of Ru Pauls drag race was canceled. "What?" She said, I started laughing "Oh my god Kym! You know I like to come to school early!" She gave me a death stare, "Just drive." She said, I bit my lip, holding in a laugh, and drove to hell.
I mean..
School.
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I hate Tuesdays.
They're like a whiplash of Monday.
I stood by my locker and got everything ready, for some reason the school always let you in way before school started, I had a weird school. But, hey, everyone think their things are weird, because we always compare to others. With everything, really.. I don't understand why humans do that, I guess that's just who we are, and this world can't change, trust me, I know from experience. Because apparently I'm supposed to wear dresses, and act all prom and proper. But I refuse to, and some people can't deal with that. They won't deal with that. They won't deal with that. You know why? Because people don't change.
I was sitting on the stage in the drama room, finishing the homework for next week, I put down my pencil and looked at all the seats, there were times when these seats were filled with people, everyone was chattering about how exited they were about the plays, then the play starts and everyone gets quiet so they can focus. But people move on from things, people get bored, people move on from objects that meant a lot to them, people move on from people, mothers disown sons.. Eventually everyone moves on, and people get left behind. But people still clap at the ends of plays, because it's considered nice. But if everyone did what they wanted to, and stopped worrying about other people's opinions. No one would clap. And the actors would get left behind. Because eventually, everyone moves on.
Including me.
~~~~~(I was gonna end it there but then I'm like...nah, I haven't updated in a while I have to make it up to my wonderful readers. Also I'd really appreciate it if you checked out my new book called "opposites" because I may work on that book more than this one, plz and thank.)
"Heeey," Phil said wrapping his arms around my waist, and placing a small kiss on my neck, "Hey.." I whispered still staring at the empty seats. "Dan, are you okay?" Phil asked worriedly, "Yeah.. Fine.." I responded, I stared at the empty seats once more. "Phil?" He looked me in the eyes, "Yes Dan?" I chuckled a little bit, "Have you ever noticed how things can be so.. Empty, and then so full again in a heartbeat?" I looked at all the seats again, "Like me... I was happy Phil. But then.. I was.. Confused.. I didn't know how to deal with my emotions.. I didn't like wearing dresses.. I would take out my anger on everyone.. But you were there for me.. Like you'd been for ten years, but then you left. And I was empty again. I was emptier than before. You left me behind.. If it wasn't for Kym I.." I felt tears brim my eyes, "But then you came back.. And I wasn't empty anymore.. I was full, full of happiness.. That is.. But then other people became empty.. And I don't know how to make them full Phil.. And I've tried so..so hard. But I'm clueless, and I want to fill them, I want to make them happy but.." Tears flew from my eyes, "You can't." Phil finished, "Yeah.."
"They'll be full eventually Dan.." He whispered, "I promise." I looked at him, "Are you sure Phil?" "Yes, you know why Dan? Because you care about them. And one day, they'll realize that. And when they do, they'll be fuller than an overflowing sink, Dan." Phil held me in his arms, "I promise."
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