everyday i watch from afar
watching others shine like stars
i'm in the background - dull and plain
this loneliness drives me insane
again and again, though by now i should predict
forget how hard i try; it won't be me who gets picked
everyday i blend in with all the other people
ignored - never noticed - don't feel like their equal
so i'll return to my sanctuary - out of sight; out of view
but tomorrow i have to come out anew
to mix with others who misunderstand me
to talk to those who can't see the real me
all they see is my factitious façade
it's what i use as my shield; my guard
to protect myself from those who might hurt me
don't trust; just smile - on that we should agree
for people to notice me, how long will that take
i wonder if hoping for it is a mistake
i guess for now i'll stick my nose in a book
i'll wait for that day and see how long it took...
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