Take A Chance

Chapter 1: Break up

Chapter 1: Break up

Justin's pov:

I miss her. I miss having to kiss her. I miss having to wake up every day, looking forward to seeing her. I miss us. It’s been months since I broke up with Selena. But I don’t blame her. I just regret not being the best for her. Then I’d still have her. She looks happy, and that’s all i want. Maybe i should move on. I should.

I’ve been spending my days in the studio, writing songs. idk. I guess it’s a way to help me move on. I was just about to play on my keyboard when Scooter came in.

"What’s up man?' I said. 'Nothing, just came to see if you’re alright here. Spending quite some time here have you? Anyways, I’m also here to tell you that you’re invited to the EMAs.' he said. I lowered my head, staring at the floor. I don’t feel like i want to go. After all that’s been happening, seeing all these people would not be such a good idea. Seeing my reluctance to say yes, Scooter quickly tried to persuade me.

'Come on dude. Just go. Your nominated for the Milestone award, your beliebers would be proud'. I gave in and agreed to go. I love my beliebers. I'll do this for them.

Day of EMA:

I’m still in the car with Za. I just felt so overwhelmed and so reluctant to get out. But then Za signalled me that it was time to go. I took a deep breath and left the car with him. As soon as I came out, I saw my beliebers. They were screaming when they saw me.

I went to take some pics and hug a few of them. I tried my best to smile. It was really hard. I quickly made my way into the arena skipping the red carpet. I sat down beside Za as the show was about to start. I saw Selena and Taylor walking in, making their way to their seats. My heart sank. I tried my best to brush it off.

Finally, it came to the Milestone Award. I wasn’t even paying attention and i only realised it when Za gave me a shove. ‘And the winner of the Milestone Award goes to....' Miley announced,' Justin Bieber'. I went up the stage and kissed Miley's cheek before accepting the award. My beliebers were cheering for me, but still i heard a lot of booing and jeering.

 I waited for it to quiet before i finally spoke. 'I’m 19 years old. I think I’m doing a pretty good job and basically for my art. I really just want to say it should really be about my music. It should be about the craft im making. This is not a gimmick. I’m not a gimmick.Im an artist and i should be taken seriously. And all of these other bullshit shouldn’t be spoken of. I’d like to thank my manager Scooter Braun, I want to thank my family at home. I want to thank my mother, my father. Mom,dad,i love you so much. Little brother and sister, I love you so much. Thank you guys so much. Fans,youre incredible.'

After everything was over, Za and i went backstage while waiting for the car. Suddenly,Za whispered that Selena and Taylor were coming This way. And there she was, in front of me. She went for a hug and kissed my cheek. She asked about my mom and congratulated me.

My heart was sinking deeper. It breaks my hearts that things are not the same again. Shortly after, she left with Taylor. Nobody else came up to me to talk. Everybody seemed to avoid me. But i guess i understand. I’m the jerk here. I got a call from Kenny that he's reaching soon so I went to get Za.

Suddenly ,Ariana Grande came up to me and sweetly congratulated me on my award.

'Honestly, i knew Miley was going to say your name! You deserved every single bit of it Justin. And don’t let anyone prove it wrong.' said Ariana.

I felt a tinge of comfort when she said that. She was the only one who came up to me personally.

'Thanks Ariana. I appreciate it. Anyways ,this is Za. Za,this is Ariana.' I introduced them. Ariana is such a pleasant girl. She was so friendly, even though she just met Za. Frankly, Selena did not really accepted Za. Shortly after, we had to leave and hugged Ariana goodbye

It was quite a day.