without you i'm a lost boy // ashton irwin and luke hemmings

Without you I'm a Lost Boy (5 Seconds Of Summer Fanfic)

The breezy air hit my legs as I rolled onto my stomach on top of my duvet. My room door opened and my brother walked in.

He pulled my leg and I squealed. He smirked knowing I was awake.

"Get up Tara, big day today!" I rolled my eyes. Going on tour as punishment for going to a senior party. Oops.

"But Luke.. I know I made a mistake.. Tell mum and dad that ill study for my exams and stay here and be a good girl.." I said giving him the puppy dog eyes. He sighed and helped me keep my balance as I stood up.

"No Tara, you have to come.. For me please?" He asked giving me the puppy dog eyes back. I sighed and nodded hugging him. And when I did that I gave him a wedgie.

I quickly ran off. I walked into the kitchen and saw mum working on her plan for her next math class. I sat at the table and got some cereal. Lucky Charms. Yay!

Mum poured me some orange juice. What does she want? I looked up at her confused. She sat next to me and put her hand over mine.

"Tara.. I just want you to know that I'm not angry anymore and I'm just disappointed in you, Luke never did anything like this when he was your ag-"

"Of course! Luke didn't do this Luke didn't do that! I'm NOT Luke! I'm sorry I actually live my life! I'm sorry I had fun! I'm sorry I was experimenting new things! I'm sorry Luke isn't as social as I am! I'm sorry! I might look like him, but I'm not Luke!" I yelled and ran back to my room. I collapsed onto my bed and cried, for ages and ages.

A small knock on the door made me stop. The door squeaked open to reveal a tall figure, but not as tall as Luke. Ashton.

"Hey, what's wrong?" He frowned walking over to my bed and sitting on it. I looked at him confused.

"Mothers comparing me to brother again.." I sighed Ashton chuckled at my metaphors for my family. Whenever I'm pissed, I always call them mother father brother. Other than that I always have weird ones.

"You're like Luke in personality.. But not in looks, apart from your hair and eyes.." Ashton smiled. I laughed. Ashton cheered me up so much, and secretly I fancied him. His hair the way it used to be straight, now it's semi wavy, curly. His hazel eyes smiled whenever he smiled and his dimples. I loved to poke his dimples. I don't know why.

But I'm only 15 and he's 18. (The TMH tour hasn't started and he's still 18)

I sat up. "I think I'm ready for the tour.." I shyly smiled. He grinned and fist bumped the air. I shooed him out of the room and I got dressed into a pair of jeans and a band shirt, a random one I picked out from my floor aka wardrobe. I think it's Luke's as it was down to my knees.

I walked down stairs ignoring my mum. She rolled her eyes and continued her work.

"Are we ready to go?" I asked Luke holding my bag. Luke nodded saying bye to mum. I walked out the door muttering a bye and saying goodbye to molly.

I looked up expecting to see a mini van I saw a gigantic bus. "Woah.." I looked in awe. "It's so big..it's so big!" I said. Luke laughed.

"MEET GUS BUS" Calum and Michael shout sticking their heads out the window. I waved and they get off the bus to hug me.

"Hi guys..." I laughed. We got onto the bus and I got a bunk under Luke and beside ashton. Happy bout the last bit. Luke snores like a pig!

I walked into the game room, were Michael and Ashton were playing call of duty.

I sat on a blue beanbag and watch them concentrate. I observed Ashton, he bit his lip and licked his lip. His arms flexed as he leant forward concentrating on the game.

He glanced over to me and I quickly pretended to be occupied by my phone. I opened my texts and saw a message from my best friend Peyton.

'Ur brother and his friends are on the cover of a magazine.. Ur brother looks fit in it..' I shook my head. Peytons the reason I'm here, she brought me to that party.. She always told me how lucky I was I knowing '4 hearthrobs'.

I texted her back saying I'll let him know and I got up making my way to the kitchen. I sat on the counter. I sat there for a while just swinging my legs. Ashton came in humming one of their songs.

I just didn't notice he was shirtless. Don't look, don't look.. I told myself but it was no use.

"Like what you see?" He teased doing a gay pose. I laughed.

"Maybe.." I shyly whispered. Ashton smiled. I felt the blood rush to my cheeks. Ashton chuckled.

A few moments passed when.. One direction (insert unhappy face) walked through the bus doors. A girl shyly followed behind Niall. Luke came out of the game room and stopped dead in his tracks. He stared at her as she blushed.

"Im Luke" he shyly smiled. Why was he so unsocial?! I nudged him as I walked passed. I stood at his side.

"Im sorry for my brothers unsocial-ness.. I'm Tara" I smiled. She giggled.

"Im Robyn" she smiled holding out her arms for a hug from Luke. He stretched out one arm and shook her hand.

"She meant a hug you unsocial turd.." I laughed. I felt a pair of arms lift me up and drag me to the game room. I tilted my head back an saw Ashton's grinning face .

"ASHTON FLETCHER IRWIN STOP DRAGGING ME AROUND" I squealed.

"I have a question..." He said.

"Yes?"

"Would you.."

(A/N; CLIFFHANGER!! Playing Tara is Dove Cameron, and playing Robyn is Olivia Holt!!)