MaNan Dark SS: Tere Liye [Completed]

CHAPTER 3

..Recap:- Nyonica and Nikhil
..I kept on tossing on bed whole night. Nikhil's words were continuesly roaming on my mind. Manik loves me infact he had been always in love with me. I don't know from how long he's in love with me. I even don't know weather I loved him or not. I even don't know weather I existed or not before. I've been knowing myself from a week since I had opened my eyes here. I'm Nandini that's it apart from this name I don't know anything else and now that Nikh has given me a slight information about Manik's love towards me I need to be assure I mean I need to find if he really means or not. But after that what I'll do?
..Manik:- Kya soch rahi hoh? Food isn't good? You need something else ( He asked as were eating quietly. I nodded in no while he gazed backed to his food. This care and all are okay but does this really signify his love. I looked up and mumbled a prayer to god and turned back to him )
.." Manik..tuhmare mom aur Bhai hai toh why don't you stay with them. And where's you're dad? She didn't told and you've also never mentioned about him( I asked casually acting brave so that I'll don't irritate him that much. I waited for his answer and he finished his meal as he wiped away his lips )
..Manik:- Dad's dead and mujhe apni privacy pasand hai. Mom and Nikh doesn't have that problem also. It's just I don't like all this relation family drama shits etc( He mumbled and stood up. Taking his blazer he spun it and wore around his perfect body and gave a command look to me )
.." I know. Tuhmare permission kai bina kahi nahi jaungi. Khadoos kahike ( I mumbled the last line inwardly and it seemed he heard that line obviously but didn't bothered. Once he left I sighed and ran towards his room)
.." Hope I'll find something ( I muttered as I unlocked the door and entered inside. Such a grayish blackish room he has. Perfect for his personality )
..I bit my lips as I stared at my painting still on that place which I had seen before and he hadn't gave any explanation about this. I shoved away my mind and starting searching here there. I don't what I was looking for sure I'll find something like something.
..I thumped as I found nothing but his business files some cashes..cards etc but nothing which could of my use. But then suddenly my eyes felled on something below his pillow. Kinda diary or something. I pulled it out and yes it was.
.." Love ( Written on first page. I sighed and started turning the pages. There were pictures but not of mine. She was someone else with Manik. Prettier than me she seemed. Every pictures looked vintage types.
.." Manik and Alya ( Ohh so she was someone Alya. Now I really wanted to slap that Nikh. Because of him I wasted so much of my time. Here Mr.Devil is in love with someone else and I'm ? Huh! The feeling is kind of anger and jealousy. Wait I'm feeling jealous? This is not so good )
..I was sitting on hall with a flat face. I was pissed off. What I thought and what happened. Soon Manik arrived and gazed at me while I turned away my face. I don't know why I just wanted to punch him right there. He left for his room while I left to mine. I didn't wanted to have dinner but Jane was continually knocking the door.
.." Mujhe nahi khana! Leave me alone bas! ( I shouted but seemed she wasn't ready to leave me. She kept on knocking while I angrily went and opened the door )
..Manik:- Eat or esle tuhmare liye acha nahi hoga ( He muttered hell serious standing on the door while I turned away my face. He forcefully grabbed my mouth and turned me to him )
..Manik:- You know I don't like repeating myself ( He muttered angrily. That's it I'm not his slave. Now it's time to leave from here from his life)
.." I want to go ( I mumbled and turned away from him heading towards my cupboard. He shot it opened and started taking out all my clothes when I felt something wet on my feet. I turned and frowned as I saw Manik on my feets.)
.." Yeh kya kar rahe hoh ( I freaked out as I stepped back but he came closer with a pleading face )
..Manik:- Don't go. Tuhmare bina kuch acha nahi lagta. What will happen to me if you'll leave huh ( He muttered ready to cry. What the..I mean few minutes ago he was ordering me and now begging me not to leave. Is he crazy )
.." You're insane. Dekho tumne meri help ki. Thank you so much for that. But mai aur jyada ruk bhi toh nahi sakti. Tuhmari apni life hai aur meri apni.( I spoke trying to make him understand but he was still on his place staring at me with same look )
..Manik:- Don't go ( He again mumbled while I took a deep breathe )
.." You see I'm completely fine now. Mai reh sakti hu akeli. Itne din joh tumne mera care kiya I'm thankful to you. But I can't stay here any longer naa. I don't wanna be burden on you ( I spoke and next moment his expression changed. The pleading look turned into glaring and stood up at once. Next moment he grabbed me by waist and with other hand he twisted my arm causing me hissed in pain )
..Manik:- One more time you call you're self a burden. You'll be dead ( He muttered angrily while I gulped. Whenever his angry mood is on something disaster is sure to happen. A mere word burden and he's acting like I asked for his whole empire )
..He left me and disappear from the room while I blinked my eyes in shock. He again came back and till now I wasn't out of my trance )
..Manik:- You're leaving me for this right. Take it ( He mumbled and threw his diary on me. How did he knew that I had checked it out. Is he spying on me )
..Manik:- I never loved Alya but she did. Yeh diary ushki hai. She had made and handed me before she committed suicide. She was mad but I'm not! ( He shouted while I palmed my mouth. Again he fell on my feet and hugged my tummy tightly )
..Manik:- Seriously I had never loved her. I didn't give a shit. What bother me is only you. Nothing is important to me than you. Don't go. Just don't go ( He mumbled hugging me tight while I didn't knew how to react to this. He's insane and now I know he surely loves but how much I don't know. This doesn't mean that I'll instantly fall for him too for that I need to understand him and till now I hadn't understand him completely. What he wants and what not )
..Nyonica was sitting with casual face while I was sitting with frowns before her. I told her what happened yesterday night and she was acting like she's used to it.
..Nyonica:- I knew he loves you. Loves you like a crazy person. Mere beta aajtak rishtoh koh nahi samajh paya hai pyaar toh door ki baat hai. I was shocked when came to know that he's love for you was his first and at first sight. Now I do believe miracles happen.
.." But how did he knew that I had checked that diary ( I asked with confused look while she laughed )
..Nyonica:- Dear camera samajh aata hai tuhme. Ushne har jagah camera's fit kiye hai to keep an eye on you. Except for the washrooms haa ( She winked while I widened my shock. Means he always keeps eye on me. Ohh god my crazy dances..cursing on his pictures etc he knows everything! )
..Nyonica:- Mai yeh nahi expect karti ki tum bhi usshe pyaar karo. Itna jaanti hu if he can fall on love then he can also change right ( She asked while I smiled faintly )
.." Aapke bete koh ek sorry..thank you aur please tak kehna nahi aata. If he learns to use this words then changes might happen ( I smiled while she gave on )
..Nyonica:- And the responsibility goes to you. Hope tum yeh kar pao. Mere bete koh hoh sake toh sudhar doh ( She said and I blinked as I was so ready for this. But little I knew it wasn't going to be that easy as I thought. More secrets were yet to unfold now )