2043 - Justin Bieber AU

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Hunter Thorn;

Lucas was still trying to apologize to Sara, even though she had already forgiven him.

"That's the world you live in Lucas, I chose to be a part of it. And that means taking all the risks that come with it. So don't worry, I'm still alive, aren't I?" She had said but he had only shaken his head. "I am meant to protect you. How do I know you won't be dead the next time they come?"

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It was around six that I had started to clean up myself, shower and do my hair. I should have started sooner, now I was getting stressed because I had no time left and still looked like I hadn't been out o f bed the whole day long (which kinda was true). Though I think the real reason I was so late with starting, was that I kept thinking if I should really go on this date with Justin. He hadn't even addressed it as a date, only I had, in my head. And that made me think, was I too caught up with him that just going to the restaurant meant so much to me?

I wore a dress, just like he had told me too, not wanting to make him angry or anything. Angry leaders were nothing you would wanna play with. And after yesterday's encounter, I wasn't sure if I really wanted him to be angry at me.

I liked him.

I think that was the biggest problem.

I would to anything he told me to do just because I liked him.

And I couldn't like him, it just didn't work like that. Because even if I did like him a lot, I could never be with him in the way I wanted us to be. Carefree.

With a sigh I finished getting ready just in time to leave the house to arrive at our usual place just around seven o'clock. And while I thought Justin was already waiting for me, I was met by an empty place.

My heart fell.

Did he really just tell me to come here, and he wouldn't show up at all?

I took my phone out to check if he had left me any message, saying that he couldn't come.

My hopes were crashed when I saw that he hadn't.

I tried calling him. Once, twice, and even a third time. But he never answered me.

After half an hour of waiting for someone I knew that wouldn't come, I left the place and walked back home. Tears were threatening to fall out of my eyes, but I told myself I wouldn't cry. I wouldn't let him be the reason for me crying again.

However, the hurt overdid my will to be strong and soon there were teardrop rolling down my cheeks. And it continued the whole way home. I was asked if I was alright by many on the way through the district, but I just shrugged and ignored them, not wanting to give them an answer.

When I was finally home and in my bed, thoughts couldn't stop swarming around in my head. Did he do it on purpose? Did he want me to be hurt after I had angered him so much yesterday? Or did he maybe have someone else to take care of, probably a girl, and just forgot about me?

Whatever the reason was he didn't show up, it hurt. A pain that stung my heart, a pain that made fresh tears appear in my eyes. A pain I have never felt before. First, because I was never really rejected by someone I like, second, I have never liked someone as much as Justin that had the potential to hurt me like that.

Soon I fell asleep, dried tear stains on my cheeks and an aching head preventing me from having a restful sleep.

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