ITS 11PM AND I NEED TO SLEEP

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I just want to fall asleep on time and I have a thing about being awake at midnight (I'm a wimp lmao) and I always get really tired in the middle of the day I just want to sleep so much energy gosh but no motivation I'm just stuck buzzing with energy and anxiety at 11pm with nothing to do and iiMeeples I will do the thing but my parents think I'm asleep so hhhHHELP.

I'm going to Portugal in August so idk if I can upload anything then :/

Also sneaking off to pride that month "oh the pride parade is on at the same time I'm ~going shopping~ with a clearly gay boy and a bi girl? Oh who knew it's ok mum I will steer clear of that yessiree I'm not a raging queer or anythING NOPE OK ANYWAY"

Somebody tell me how to get medication for anxiety and whatever the fuck else I'm experiencing in a shitty household who regard self harm as "EWRRR THATS SO EMO!!1!1" even though I do it (they don't kno tho so ://///// )

Also when I stay up depressing thoughts appear bYE.

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