All This Time

Chapter twelve; broken glass

Luke's been having non stop sęx. Im not even kidding. These past nights he's laid a girl each night. Man sluts am I right?

Brandon , hasn't answered my texts, calls, or emails. Im still wondering if he left because of me ? Did he leave because of his own will? Or was he taken by someone? Did he go visit someone? What could the reason be ?

"I got a call from Brandon last night. " Luke comes bursting into the room.

" really ? Oh My God! Thats good. This is good. Really good." I say with a big smile."What did he say?!" I yell in excitement. His face so dead serious it could of scared a bird to death. "Whats wrong?"

He kept silent. Whats going on? Theres something he's not telling me. " Luke!" He turns to look at me. " whats wrong !?"

"I-I." He shivers.

" you what ?'" I yell.

"I - I didn't answer his call ..."

"YOU WHAT! WHY WOULDN'T YOU ANSWER. OH YOU KNOW WHAT. I KNOW WHY. YOU WERE TOO BUISY FUCKING SOMEONE!" I could see my vision getting blurry, and I started to feel tears pouring out my eyes. Luke walks closer and pulls me into a hug. " NO DON'T TOUCH ME !  THIS WAS A MISTAKE. I SHOULD OF NOT COME WITH YOU! AHH! WHAT HAVE YOU DONE !"

"Im really sorry Harper." He lets go of me.

I get closer to him. My hands curled up into fists. Before he even knew it my hand went right across his cheek.

It hurt my hand. It was stinging over and over again. His cheek had my hand marked all over it but I didn't care. I start punching his chest. He just stood there. No expression, no anything. He just starred at me.

" I said I'm sorry !"  He growled. It scared me . He scares me. I squeaked in fear. "Im sorry okay? Im sorry."

I was to scared to even move. He came closer and hugged me. I push try to push him away but he resists.

" get out !" I yell. "Get out!"  I said sighing.

"Harper please don't do this ." He says giving me a sympathetic look.

" get out !" I yell once more.

"Please Harper." He says.

" LEAVE ME ALONE ." I yell. I put my index finger in his chest pushing him. " you did this!" I take my finger away. " I hate you! You clearly don't care about Brandon !"

"And you do? You love him so much you would die for him? " he says.

I keep silent for a while. "Yes Luke I love him," I sigh. "Just Get out."

He stands there for a bit, but then walks out of the room slamming the door.

I walk over to the dresser that was in a corner and I slide my arm on it dropping everything on it. I looked at myself in the mirror. My mascara was all over my cheeks. I looked like a raccoon.

I hated myself. If I hadn't rejected him, this wouldn't have happened.

I made my hands into fists and punched the mirror so hard that it broke. I stood there crying. Looking at the broken mirror.

I head to my bed and cry. Cry the soul out of my body. I tried calming down but I ended up punching a pillow, I was angry.

I was way too hungry so I headed to my bag to see if I had anything to eat but I didn't.

I looked out the window and saw a restaurant across the street. I decided to go and eat there but first I headed to the bathroom to fix my make up. I put my hair in a low bun, and headed out the door.

I ended up ordering a hamburger and fries. I finished eating and headed back to the motel.

I was really tired , so I went in the bathroom to take a shower, I got out and put on my pajama short, and a tank top. I brushed my teeth, put on lotion and headed to bed.

I started crying again. This time it felt as if I've never cried this much before. Except when my parents died. Before I knew it I fell deeply sleep.

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Hi guys ! So I think this chapter was pretty long, not that long but different from what it usually is. I forgot to mention, we made it over 50 votes ! Thank you guys 😭 I owe it all to you. ❤️ I wont be updating this week due to things going on. Im sorryy 😕

-L