All This Time

Chapter thirteen; meaningless kiss

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I ended up waking up at 4 am and couldn't go back to sleep . I know I'm going to end up regretting this. I grab all my things and pack up. I take a look at the room, mirror pieces everywhere, things on the floor. Good thing I'm not paying for this. Luke , I feel sorry for you. You ungrateful ass.

I walk out of the room leaving a note on the door.

Im sorry for the damage. Im also sorry for what I'm about to do. good luck. Ill find brandon myself without your help. I don't need you anyways.

-Harper

I walk to the closest bus stop, and wait. I only have $38.34 bucks on me. Lets hope this turns out good.

The bus arrives. I take a seat all the way in the back when I see Luke's car right behind the bus. What the hell. I get up and out of my seat, I take my things and I get out the bus, and walk over to Luke's car, which was parked now.

"What the hell! Why are you following me ?!" I yell out at him.

He gets out his car and leans on the side of the car. Why does that make him look so attractive. No what am I saying.

Remember what he did Harper. Remember. Don't get played by his stupid games.

"Why do you hate me so much." He yells." I apologized already. What else do you want me to do !?" Huh funny. We could of known where Brandon was by now if he hadn't been fucking around !

" I hate you okay?! Ever since the first day I met you I knew you brought trouble!" I yell.

"Whats so bad about trouble ?! I think its amazing! You only get to live once, so why not live it to the fullest!"

"Are you crazy? Your trouble brought us here in the first place !"

" No it didn't. I wasn't the one who hurt Brandon ." That hurt. He cant just blame for all this. I know its my fault. He doesn't have to be reminding me constantly.

" I get it okay ! I fucked up! I fucked up big time! " tears start forming in my eyes. I lower my head.

" don't cry Rose." He says. How did he know my middle name? Thats like classified information. Nobody knows Rose is my middle name.

"Rosee ?" I lift my head up.

" Brandon told me." He lets out a small chuckle.

" I miss him. " I remember when we were younger his parents would come over. When they told him they had to leave we would sneak in the bushes so they wouldn't find him and he wouldn't have to leave. But we all know that wouldn't work. I always had a crush on him.

Until 7th grade. When my supposed 'best friend' spilled out my secret to the whole school. I liked brandon . I know right what a extravagant secret. (Note the sarcasm) but hey I was just 12.

Since then he got grossed out or something, because when his parents came over, he wouldn't come over . I never talked to him again, until the day that I broke up with my ex. Crazy right?

"Ugh here we go again." He groans and crosses his hands over his chest.

" what ?!" I ask with a tone .

" that you're so obsessed." He says. " all you think about is him. You don't even know he wants you. "

" im not obsessed!" I yell. " he kissed me. That means he likes me."

" oh really ?" He smirks. He gets closer and closer. He places his hands on my waist , his touch brought a burning sensation in me that Ive never felt before,Then pulls me into his chest.

"What are you doing!?" I ask but he seems to ignore me. I try to push him away but give up, for the fact that he is way stronger then me.

He cups my cheek and leans in to the point where our foreheads meet. " Luke what are you doing. " a smirk forms on his lips. " Stop . Luke -" I get cut off once our lips meet. It made me feel shivers through my spine. I hate to say this , but I kiss back. Then reality hits me. " No! Stop!" I pull away.

" you see I kissed you and J don't like you, now does that prove something to you?"

"God this is so wrong. "

" dont blame yourself . Its not like you and brandon are dating. Its not like you cheated on him by kissing me." He gives a smirk.

"I did not kiss you! You kissed me!" I yell at him.

" right, but you kissed back." He winks . Ugh I hate myself so much right now.

" stop it Luke!  That kiss means nothing to me." I hiss at him.

"You know what?" He asks.

"Hmm?" I murmur.

"Fuck you!" A look of anger rushes through his face. He walkes over to the drivers door, opens it , gets in the car, and drives away.

I look over to see that the bus had left by now.

What am I supposed to do now?

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Hi guys! Hope this makes up for the long time without updating after almost 2 weeks !I've edited a lot , and thats one of the reasons why I took so long to update. Im sorry. I guess I made up by doing this chapter quite long? Anyways vote and comment ❤️

-L