Alec looked up at the warlock, his eyes shining with desire. The room was lined with candles and rose petals. The floor, which usually had clothing strewn over it was freshly cleaned, the room itself smelling something like a mix between Magnus' cologne and scented candle vanilla.
Alec gently reached up and wrapped his arms around Magnus' neck, their lips locking, tongues swirling. Magnus brushed a stray strand of hair out of Alec's face, admiring his beauty. His eyes meeting blue orbs.
"Magnus?" Alec whispered.
"Yes, Alexander?" He weighed his voice heavily on Alec's name, rolling off his tongue like a purr.
"I love you." He told him, sincerely, getting slightly embarrassed, or perhaps just nervous.
Magnus turned his face to look at him again. "I love you too, Alexander." He said it with such fluency, such pride, such understanding and confidence. He spoke each word in ways that made Alec's skin tingle, his heart thud, and his mind race.
Alec felt a new emotion, it was sweet and bitter all at once. It left a pang of desire in his heart and a shot of knots in his stomach. He realized right this second what they were about to do...
He realized that they were about to make love- for the first time. Alec instantly got nervous. Perhaps he'd be bad at it...
Wait- what was it Alec was supposed to do? Did he just lay there and let Magnus do whatever he'd like?
Was he supposed to climb on top of him and start it?
"Darling." Magnus seemed to notice that he was deep in thought. "Any questions?"
"No..." Alec had many many questions but none he wanted to ask Magnus out loud.
Though Magnus was rarely technical and logical when it came to being with a lover – he knew Alec was not used to such things. He had decided the best way to go about this was for Magnus to give him some- volunteered information.
He had actually spent a good bit of time planning tonight- and it was important to him that It went well.
"Alright- then let me just – " he gently readjusted Alec's body so that he was between his legs, and Alec was flat on his back. "So... If there's something you dislike- please tell me. If there's something you like a lot, certainly tell me... and – for the love of everything we have- please, please, please tell me if I hurt you. "
Alec nodded slowly. "Is it going to hurt?" he finally asked, having wondered this the most.
"It shouldn't- I'm very patient." Magnus explained leaning over and taking the prepared massage oil off the table beside them. "But if it does..." he locked eyes with Alec and Alec nodded slowly.
"I'll tell you." He promised.
"I mean it Alexander. If you don't like something- or If something hurts I need to know..." he said this with a tad bit more authority, knowing how shy he might get. "I do not want to hurt you. I want you to enjoy this as much as I know I will."
Alec again nodded. "promise"
Magnus gave him one more fleeting look before he squeezed the massage oil onto his hands. Both of them were in silken boxers. Alec's were white and Magnus'- black. He sat up on him so that he rested right above the boxer line on Alec's stomach, beginning to run his hands down Alec's chest.
The massage felt like heaven. Magnus certainly had a magic touch- excuse the pun. Alec had flipped onto his belly after a little while and Magnus worked at the knots in his back.
"Goodness you are tense." He muttered pressing almost painfully hard on the shoulders- but Alec- sort of liked it. "Am I making you that nervous?"
"No-" Alec replied feeling quite uptight- but with each knot that Magnus worked out- he became more and more comfortable.
Magnus spent about an hour just working on him, feeling his muscles fall lax under his hands. He made sure to massage every inch of Alec's body. He knew from experience that a nervous partner never ended well.
"Feel better?" Magnus muttered watching Alec snuggle into the pillow.
"Yes..."
"Good." Magnus gripped the lubrication from the table beside them, turning Alec once more on his back to face him. "Now- here's the fun part..." Magnus murmured in his ear. "remember what we agreed on."
Alec nodded curtly. "I'll tell you." He insisted.
Magnus gave him a charming smile that nearly made Alec hide in the pillow again.
'It can't be legal' Alec thought. 'to be so gorgeous'
Magnus ran his finger over the elastic of the boxers Alec wore, feeling ready to pull them off... and just as he made the motion, he felt his heart leap in his chest. The weight of their action becoming very real. Magnus had wanted this more than anything else, but- he was nervous... and that massage and the talk- it was distracting from the task. But now- here he was... about to remove a Lightwood's boxers. About to be inside of possibly the most scrumptious creature he ever laid eyes on.
About to become one with Alexander. He had never been this happy before- as he was with Alec. Sex wasn't even necessary- but... right now... as they got closer, Magnus froze – he didn't want to show it, or admit it- but he was just as nervous as Alec was- if not more.
'come on Magnus. You've done this so many times' He tried to reason in his mind. His hands trembled as he slowly slid down Alec's boxers, watching Alec turn about 50 shades of red.
Magnus leaned forward and kissed him, hoping to ease some of his embarrassment, pulling back just enough to speak.
"You- are the most magnificent creature I have ever gotten the pleasure to lay eyes on. "
Alec took in a sharp breath at his words. He had looked – hadn't he? The blush worsened and he crushed his lips to Magnus' again.
Magnus kicked off his own boxers, not breaking the kiss to do so. He also kept the kiss going while squeezing out lubrication onto his hand, rubbing it over his hard member, then sliding a lubricated finger inside of Alec.
Alec gasped and broke the kiss enough to hide in the pillow, Magnus gently kissed down his neck. "Too much?" He whispered wanting to prepare the poor Shadowhunter for the penetration. Magnus was not exactly...small.
"No." Alec replied softly as Magnus moved his finger slowly. "N-no... I just.." he crushed his lips to Magnus' again, pressing his hips down against the warlock's hand.
Their tongues danced gently about each other's mouths, lips trembling, soft moans escaping... Magnus kissed down his body, stopping just above his hardening member.
"M-magnus?" Alec asked watching as Magnus got a wicked glint in his eyes, taking the shadowhunter in his mouth and gently sucking and licking. "Ah!"
Magnus slipped another lubricated finger inside of Alec, watching his eyes, the spark of lust as he was filled up shone brightly. "Beautiful" Magnus murmured.
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War of Hearts
FanfictionI'm horrid at writing descriptions, please accept that there will be plenty of smut and Malec.