Pearls And Beads That Make Us Bleed

8. So I Let Go

Nobody's here, it's not like the movies?

Nobody is telling me not to do this?

It's only me, the wind, my ache forever

All I wanted was a happy ending, a kiss

But when I look down and close my eyes

It's just the kiss of death

I'm cold deep down, on my skin

I can see the frost come from my breath

I reall do have nobody, I cry alone

I cry for all those who don't have a friend

But I twist the pearls on my wrist

I'll keep them to the very end

All there is, is the sound of my tears

The life draining from me, drowning in my fears

And to come to this, I hate it all

That nobody will rescue me from the burning mall

Broken, I'm done, it's a pain to live

The crying hurts me everywhere

Somebody has broken me stich by stich

Where my heart's supposed to be, it's not there

So 

      I 

         Let

                Go

I'm sick, already dead and crying

I'm exhausted from all being pushed and shoved

I hold on tight, and with a final thought,

I think of how nice it would be to be loved

Angela

1995--2013