Misag go for snorkeling but since i dont know how to swim ay hindi na ako sumama. Sapat na sakin ang pool na abot ko ang tile floor para magtampisaw.
I just stay at the beach front and enjoy myself there. I enjoy to stare at the lake and the people on it when suddenly a DPWH girl block my view.
Ibinaba ko ang salamin na suot ko at nakataas ang kilay na tumingin sa kanya.
"Where's Misag?" She ask me like i am someone she's ordering to answer her question.
"What are you doing here?"
"I said where's Misag?"
"Why would i tell you?"
She smirk "pinapasudo sya sakin ni tita Ernesta"
Nalukot ang muka ko ng marinig ang pangalan ng nanay nya. Kaya naman pala may hipon dito, pinadala ng octopus.
"Well tell her he's having a sweet time here with me" i smirk. I wont give her the satisfaction. E ano naman kung boto sa kanya ang nanay ni Misag? Ako naman ang girlfriend.
"Off course he is, pokpok ka kasi!" Sigaw nya. Pasalamat sya at walang masyadong tao dito para mapahiya ako, kundi ay lulunurin ko sya.
"Aww!" I pouted "just accept that im the best he can have in bed. Tuod ka kasi" irap ko.
"You bitch--"
"Bitch?" Tumawa ako "hindi pa Trisha.." i said using my dangerous voice "and next time i would'nt be so nice. So dont push my limits" i bring my glasses up. Aalis na sana ako pero hinawakan nya ako sa braso.
"Mang aagaw ka! Ako ang mahal ni Misag! Nilandi mo lang--" i slap her face! Para naman magising sya sa ambisyon nya.
"Kung ikaw ang mahal nya bakit kasama ko sya ngayon?"
"Dahil ayaw ka nyang saktan! Masyado syang maawain at mabait--"
"So ok lang na ikaw ang masaktan kaysa sakin?" Sarkastikong sabi ko. Pumiksi ako sa braso ko na hawak nya pa rin at akmang lalampasan na sya ng sabunutan nya ako.
How dare this woman? I grab her hair too and scratch her face. Does she know how i pamper myself? How much time i spent at the spa just to make my skin like this?
Lahat ng pagkairita ko ay ibinuhos ko sa kanya! Itinulak ko sya sa buhangin at kinubabawan! This is so cheap! Hindi ko akalain na makikipagsabunutan ako para sa lalaki! But Misag is the one who were talking about! I slap her 'Til she scream for me to stop. Naramdaman ko na lang ang katawan kong umangat mula sa kanya.
Bumangon naman sya at iyak ng iyak na nag angat ng tingin samin. Pinagtitinginan na pala kami ng mga tao pero wala akong maramdamang hiya! I badly wanna drown this woman in the ocean.
I shot a glare to the man who keep us from fighting just to keep my mouth shut from screaming when i see Misag's eyes darken with anger. He glare back at me.
"Misag she slap me! Tinatanong ko lang naman kung nasaan ka dahil hinahanap ka ni tita Ernesta" she said in between sobs. At talagang nagpaawa pa.
"Why did you do that Sari?" Misag ask me.
I unbelievably look at him. Ako pa talaga ang tinanong? Kilala nya ako!
"She call me a slut!" Angil ko. Pero hindi man lang natinag ang blangko nyang ekspresyon.
"You should'nt have laid your hands off her. Violence solve nothing Sari.." mahinahong sabi nya. I look away to blink my tears. I just cant help it! Bakit ba palagi na lang ako ang mali! She provoke me and i defend myself! Hindi ako ang unang umatake!
"Ayaw nya akong sagutin kaya tumaas ang boses ko. Tapos sinampal na nya ako! Warfreak sya Misag" she continue. Hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili ko na sipain sya ulit since nakahiga pa sya sa buhangin!
"Sari!" Agad na inilayo ako ni Misag sa kanya.
"You attack me first, you bitch!" Sigaw ko.
"Go back to our room!" Sigaw ni Misag na ikinatigil ko.
"Anong--"
"Try my patience woman!" Banta nya "im warning you Sarina! Go back to our room!" Sigaw ni Misag. I look around just to see those people whispering rumors about me. I am embarrassed.
I run to our room and cried inside.
Sumalampak ako sa kama at doon nag-iiyak. Ang sama sama ng loob ko. Im his girlfriend. Hindi man sya sakin kumampi, at least he should listen to me first.
I was crying when my phone rang. Iya is the one who's calling. I pick it up and tell her what happened as i slid inside the comforter.
"Nagpaliwanag na ba si Misag?" Tanong nya.
"Kakampihan mo pa ba sya?" Angil ko.
"Sarina.. i hate to say this but, ikaw ba talaga to? I mean, you're crying over this matter? It's something that's not you"
"Im inlove.. that's enough reason" suminga ako.
"Sarina.. listen to me.." i heard her sighs. "I think you're making your world around Misag and it's dangerous"
"What do you mean Iya?" I ask. Naguguluhan ako sa sinabi nya at kinakabahan sa maaari nyang sabihin.
"You should make a world with you and Misag together in it. But You're making your world around him with just you in it. Tsaka mo sya iimbitahing pumasok? That's not right Sarina. It will consume you whole"
She has a point. But im willing to get drowned as long as im with Misag.
I heard the clicking sound of the door. I did'nt move. I just cried silently under the comforter.
Maya maya pa ay naramdaman ko ang pagyakap ni Misag sakin mula sa likod.
"Im sorry.." he whisper "im sorry if i shouted at you.."
Humarap ako sa kanya at itinulak sya. I sit at the bed and let him see me crying.
"Sakin ka dapat kumampi! Im your girlfriend pero sya yung kinampihan mo! She provoke me Misag!" I blurted out in so much frustration. I jusy dont know how to make this relationship works anymore. Magiging masaya kami pero lulungkot maya maya lang.
"I believe you.." he whisper "i just want you to stop because i dont want to see you get hurt anymore" hinaplos nya ang braso ko at doon ko lang napansin na nakalmot pala ako ng babaeng 'yon kanina. "I know you wont start a fight if you're not provoke. You have class. Cosmopolitan ka e, tsaka hindi bagay ang Prada at Armani sa babaeng walang breeding"
Sabi nya na bahagya naming ikinatawa.
At ganun ganon na lang, wala na ang galit ko sa kanya.
"I keep you from her because i know, masasaktan ko si Trisha kapag sinaktan ka nya.." malambing na sabi nya sakin. My heart race in anticipation when his hands carress my face. "Isa pa, nakipagsabunutan ka ng naka bikini lang! Have you seen those man who enjoyed the fight?" Nakasimangot na sabi nya sakin.
Nag iwas sya ng tingin dahil bakas ang selos sa gwapo nyang muka. Tumawa ako at hinawakan ang magkabila nyang pisngi para iharap sakin.
"E ano naman kung may makita sila? Sayo naman lahat ng 'to" i waggle my brows and just like that, he smile. That breathtaking smile i fell inlove with.
He kiss me hungrily and i feel his smile againts my lips. I response in the same level. He enter his tongue in my mouth and i gladly suck it in. He groan at what i did. He bite my lower lip and nibble. We're both panting when we cut the kiss.
"Iloveyou" i whisper as i glue my nose in him.
And he never replied again.
