straight ; joshler

十一

thanks for 400 reads! this chapter isn't the best though

"I could kiss you right now", Josh purred as he and Tyler sat at a park bench taking in the surroundings.

"Shhh someone will hear you", Tyler whispered and he shifted his weight to move away from Josh a little.

"I don't care if they hear me", Josh exclaimed and started shouting out that he loved Tyler.

Tyler blushed and gave apologetic looks when people began to stare.

"Josh be quiet", he said sounding a little too rude than what he meant to and Josh frowned at him.

"What are you so afraid of?", Josh asked with a smirk and shuffled closer to his boyfriend.

"N-Nothing I just-", Tyler stopped talking and stood up from the bench in fear of embarrassment when Josh had tried to kiss him.

Josh frowned and the sadness glistened in his eyes, he didn't know what Tyler's problem was he only wanted to show how much he loved his boyfriend to the world. Tyler felt bad and sat down back down to apologise but Josh had already left the bench and began walking to the car.

Tyler chased after Josh though as much as he tried to talk to Josh he just ignored him, they got in the car and sat in silence. It was awkward and toyed with Tyler anxiety, it was like this the entire way home until Josh let Tyler into the house before getting back in the car and driving away.

Tyler was left home alone.

Brendon was out with Ryan and he had no idea when they were going to get back, Tyler began to panic and out of instinct he called Josh.

He got no answer.

Tyler called multiple times before giving up and trudging to his room, why couldn't he have a normal relationship.

Horrors of the past begin to play back in his mind and tears welled in his eyes.

"I'm gay", Tyler's friend Pete told him as he fumbled with his thumbs nervously.

"You aren't mad are you?", Pete asked Tyler who was speechless and he instantly spoke up.

"Of course not I don't care if you came out as a potato it wouldn't make me see you any differently", Tyler said and brought Pete into a tight hug.

Pete held back his tears as he melted into Tyler's warmth, he knew Tyler was Christian and that coming out to him would be hard but he's was thankful Tyler took it well.

Later that night after Pete had left, Tyler sat at the dinner table with his head bowed down. His father finished praying and they began to eat, Tyler's family usually ate in an awkward silence.

"So Tyler, I was talking with Pete's parents", his father began and Tyler gulped.

"They say he came out as gay, were you aware of that?", Tyler's father asked him and he avoided eye contact.

"Y-Yes", he mumbled.

"I think I'd be best if you stopped seeing him", Tyler's father said sternly and Tyler looked up wide eyed.

"What?", he choked out and his mother stared at him wearily.

"People like him aren't good to be around", his father said and Tyler put his fork down.

Tyler stood up from the table and went to his room, he was forced to stop being friends with Pete and he was grounded for a month.

Tyler woke from the dreadful memory and rubbed his eyes, he checked the time. He'd been asleep for a few hours, there was muffled voices coming from down the hall and Tyler hoped it was Josh who was home.

After opening his door, Tyler crept down the hall and his eyes widened when he saw Brendon making love to Ryan. Ryan was the first to notice and slapped Brendon to make him open his eyes and stop his groans.

"Oh shit", Brendon exclaimed and pulled out of Ryan causing the boy to cry out.

Brendon threw a blanket over Ryan and himself and stared up at Tyler.

"We d-didn't know you were home", Brendon said, Tyler sighed remembering the events from earlier.

"Where's Josh?", Ryan asked innocently but knew something was up when Tyler turned around and walked back down the hall.

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Tyler heard shuffling and doors opening, it woke him up and he groaned when the time read 2:43am. He got up to investigate but didn't get far before he slammed right into a bare chest, Tyler cursed and looked up it was too dark to see who it was but he was sure it was Josh.

Josh wrapped his hands tightly around Tyler's wrists and squeezed them slightly, causing Tyler to tense up. Tyler still couldn't see Josh's face or the expression of it so he found it confusing as to what Josh was doing, soon enough Josh let go of one of Tyler's hands but still held onto the other as he dragged him down the hall.

A door opened revealing a room Tyler had never seen before, it was dark but Tyler knew the room was an office, lips crashed onto his own and he waited a while before kissing back.

Josh's lips tasted of liquor, he'd been drinking.

Tyler pushed back and fought for Josh to give up, he eventually did and Tyler decided to try to apologise for earlier even if he didn't remember it in the morning.

"I'm sorry about earlier, Josh", Tyler began as stared at Josh's full lips.

"It's ok baby, I understand that you don't want to be out in public when I could be fucking you across this desk", Josh tried to say alluringly while he rubbed the desktop behind Tyler but he was too drunk to produce his words properly.

"How about we go to bed and we can do what ever you want tomorrow", Tyler said hoping Josh wouldn't remember this conversation when he sobers up.

"Ok Tyler, prepare your ass for tomorrow", Josh said with a giggle and Tyler couldn't help but laugh while they walked down the hall and back to his room .