straight ; joshler

十六

Tyler's alarm went off waking both him and Josh, the redhead groaned and squeezed Tyler tight in his arms. "You aren't going anywhere", Josh said but it sounded more like he was begging for Tyler to stay.

"I wish I could stay", Tyler sighed and laid back down to let Josh hold him more comfortably.

"I wish I could come with you", Josh said and Tyler blamed his parents for not liking surprises and being so strict with him even though he was an adult.

"Stay here", Josh smiled and climbed out of bed, he tucked Tyler into the covers and told him to try and go back to sleep.

Tyler knew he wasn't going to get anymore sleep but he obeyed and stayed tucked in the covers even when he heard pans and kitchenware out in the kitchen.

Josh returned half an hour later with a tray and pancakes on it, Tyler stared in awe at how amazing the pancakes looked and at one point his thought his mouth was watering. Josh put the tray on the beside table and chuckled at his boyfriend's excitement towards food. He climbed into bed with Tyler and fluffed up the pillows before resting his back against it and moving the tray to their laps.

"Thank you Josh", Tyler smiled and pecked Josh on the cheek making both boy's blush the color of Josh's hair.

Josh helped Tyler move his plate onto his lap and told him not to worry if any sirup got on the sheets because Brendon would have to clean it up. Tyler ate his pancakes carefully though and as Josh ate his he watched the brunette out of the corner of his eye.

Tyler finished his pancakes and as much as he'd love to lay in bed with his beloved all day, he had a plane to catch. Josh sat in bed and watched Tyler get dressed he pulled up his skinny jeans and threw a shirt on, he blushed when he was putting his shoes on and noticed Josh had been watching him.

The brunette's suitcase was wide open and Josh got out of bed and kneeled in front of it, he rummaged through Tyler's clothes until he found what he was looking for.

"I'm keeping this", Josh said holding up a thin floral shirt.

"Why?", Tyler chuckled and closed up his suitcase and wheeling it to the door of the bedroom

"Because it smells like you and I can sleep with it", Josh admitted and kissed Tyler before leaving the room to get dressed.

Tyler wheeled his suitcase to the front door while Josh was getting dressed, Tyler heard footsteps coming down the hall and was surprised but glad it see a tired Brendon rubbing his eyes. The dark haired boy smiled and brought Tyler into a comforting hug.

"I know you're going to miss Josh more than me but don't you ever stop missing me or I'll kick your ass", Brendon joked and Tyler nodded with a chuckle.

"Let me go get dressed, Ryan and I are coming to the airport", Brendon said and gave Josh a sympathetic smile when they passed in the hall.

Josh was wearing the floral shirt loosely over a black tank top and Tyler wanted to say Josh looked better in it than him but he knew Josh was disagree. Brendon and Ryan appeared from the hall again meaning Ryan must've slept over as well.

Brendon took the car keys and he and Ryan got into the car, Josh picked up Tyler's suitcase and smiled when Tyler tried to take it from him. Josh took the suitcase to the car and put it in the back before opening the door for Tyler to sit in.

Tyler snuck his hand in Josh's and gave each other weak smiles throughout the drive to the airport. They arrived at the airport and Josh took Tyler's suitcase again, he decided he was going to be the one to wheel it around the airport. Ryan had gotten stuck in traffic and Tyler's gate was open when they arrived, the plane was boarding there wasn't going to be much time for a goodbye.

Tyler gave Ryan and hug then gave Brendon an even longer hug, he always missed Brendon but he was right. It wasn't going to be as much as Josh. The brunette trudged over to Josh and before he could say a word the boy had wrapped him in a tight hug.

With glassy eyes Tyler looked at Josh, they scanned each other's faces and Josh whispered, "please don't cry you'll make me cry too".

"I'll t-try", Tyler's voice cracked and he began to cry. He didn't want to leave Josh's warmth, his voice, his company. Waking up without Josh would be so strange and to not hear his voice all the time and his corny jokes would be torture.

"I lov-", Tyler began but the loud speaker around the airport cut him off.

"If there is a Tyler Joseph in the airport, your plane is leaving now you must come to gate E immediately".

"I love you", Tyler cried and held tightly onto Josh's shirt.

"I love you too", Josh said he was crying too and when he kissed Tyler his lips tasted salty from tears but he didn't mind.

He cherished the moment, he ran his fingers through Tyler's chestnut hair for the final time, he tried to take down every detail of how it felt and how his lips matched perfectly against his own. Tyler pulled back and Josh tried desperately to take a mental portrait of every tiny detail in the boy's face but he didn't get to finish because Tyler had already took his suitcase and started walking towards the plane.