A Mixed Chick .

Chapter 10

I got dressed and headed to the car where Red was sitting waiting on me patiently.  I decided if this car ride went well that I'd allow him to be in the room while I got my ultrasound.  although for some reason I wanted a boy I had a big feeling it was a girl.  I guess kinda like my momma coming back to me.  recreating her self. 

Thankfully the car ride was silent the whole way because lord knows I needed red in that room with me.  not really cause I wanted him to be a good daddy but because I needed him mentally.  my mother's name was Amber and the woman giving me my ultrasound just so happens to be named Amber as well lol as I laid there while she put the warm blue jell on my tummy that had been getting bigger and bigger she let me know my baby was big.  about 3 pounds already and I was only five months...  Gosh ima have a hell of a delivery.  she moved the wond around a little more and asked.  would you like to know the sex.  I Sat and questioned my self a good three times before I finally said yes.  she asked if I was comfortable with the person in the room.  Red just Sat at the edge of the bed and held my legs I said yes he's the daddy she smiled and said.  I just wanna say she's beautiful and when an ultrasound tec tells you your daughters beautiful she really is.  I began to cry she said my daughter  . lord have mercy I knew my momma was coming back to me  but how am I gonna do this like really I'm only 17 ... lord help me