Jaspar Imagines

Hate From "Subscribers"

Joe's PoV:
I uploaded a new video on my channel after i finished editing it and sat back watching the comments roll in. Every single one of my subscribers knew that Caspar is my boyfriend. He loves me to death and me the same for him. The video was another installment of Dare Sugg ft. Caspar. One dare we did was from a nice subscriber saying "I dare you to kiss Caspar on camera." So I did. Almost everybody was saying ho cute it was. There were the few hate comments that stuck in my mind.

@joesuggsdick "your fat and ugly you dick im unsubscribing because youve become fat and ugly"

@jasparisntreal "caspar doesnt even love you he dates you out of sympathy because your a fuck up why dont you do us all a favor and die"

Tears pricked at the corners of my eyes. Did they really think i was fat? I pokes at my pudgy stomach and thought to myself maybe i really am. I wanted to please my fans so i started losing weight. It started with little things like going to the gym more often. Then it escalated to skipping entire meals eating only little snacks or nothing at all each day. Caspar didn't take notice for awhile since i was normally skinny.

~~~~~~few weeks later

With all this weight loss I started having dizzy spells and weakness. I had gotten to the point where if i worked out a lot I might pass out. It was at this point that Caspar started to notice the change in my habits. When he asked if i wanted to go to dinner I would make up a lie like i wasnt feeling good or i had eaten before i came home. Caspar gave me suspicious looks but went about eating by himself. One day Caspar had forced me into eating dinner with him. I didn't like the meal that was placed on the table. So many carbs and calories. That's no good. But I took servings of each food and ate it quietly. After dinner I excused myself to the bathroom and went to throw up all the dinner. What I didn't know was that Caspar had followed.  I shut and locked the bathroom and lifted the toilet lid. Before i even had a chance to try and throw up the dinner Caspar knocked the door down. "I knew it. I knew it. Why baby why. Why are you doing this to yourself. My poor Jojo. " he said. His arms encircled my waist and he pushed my head into his chest. As soon as my head hit Caspar's chest, the waterworks came. I cried like tomorrow, Caspar shushing me and whispering sweet nothings in my ear. "I don't need to know why. I only need to know that you promise me that you'll stop. Please Joe for me?" Caspar whispered. "I promise Caspy. I promise. For you." I said quietly. Caspar lifted me up and carried me to bed. We laid there for the rest of the night, enjoying each other's company.