Gedichte

My Doom

I was just a child when I first tryed,
From my parents, the drugs I hide.
I took pills and all that stuff,
But I never get enough.

I read a book about someone like me,
But I couldn't stop, it made me feel free.
I tryed H, and could not stop,
I found it in a little shop.

I lost weight but no one cared,
Just some strangers, yeah they stared.
And my best friend once had recognise',
He said: Girl you pay a bitter price.

He wanted me to stop that day,
But I said all I ever say.
Boy it's my life and my doom,
Death will just coming soon.

He could not understand my wish for it,
I said life is a big big shit.
He told my parents and they cryed,
And I wished I would have died.

I never talked to my best friend,
I know he was my helpful hand,
Years later as I saw him with someone other,
I cryed cause he was like a brother.

As I want to talk, he said no,
He said girl please you should go.
So I go to that litttle shop,
Took some H. I should have stop'.

I cryed at night and dreamed I fly,
No one was there the night I die,
I took the drugs for one last time,
End this life that was never mine.

-L.W.