Prologue-Harry
This may be the worst day of my young life. I just broke up with Taylor. We both agreed to call it quits because we did not have time for both of us. We both wish that we had more time for the relationship that we have now, but that won't happen due to deadlines that we both have. Taylor lives in America, I live here in London, England and I do love her. Her stardom is rising and so are mine and the lads. Whenever she tours, I am either on a break for a short time or I am touring with the lads. We just do not have time for each other. We tried for months to work things out, but we were just too tired to keep trying. I told her not to cry because she was so close to crying right at the very moment that I told her that things are not working in this relationship. I have been crying since I hung up on her via Skype. I have tear stained cheeks and bloodshot eyes from the sobbing that I have done in my car.
I will miss her though. I will miss her for a while and many things remind me of her. I will miss her blonde curly hair that reminds me of the sun that rises and sets every day and her eyes remind me of the color of the river in the forest that I used to hang around when I lived in Holmes Chapel. She had a great personality and she was absolutely wonderful in every way possible. Every little thing about her was flawless. The small things added up to the person who she is. She did not have a flaw in sight. She was talented and I saw all of the songs that she wrote in her song journal. She may use her past relationships for inspiration for songs, but they are catchy. She was working on a few more songs with past boyfriend Conor Kennedy and his family at the time. She was writing "I Knew You Were Trouble" and "Starlight". When she wasn't looking at me, I found a song about me. She described my looks and things that I did. The song wasn't finished when I looked at it because it only had two stanzas. There are many things that I adored when it came to her. I loved her American accent and how she gets excited over the littlest things.
We are two different kinds of people though. I am a person who loves to party and drink every single night if I can and Taylor is a person who would rather cuddle up on the couch with the fireplace on but that is what I liked about her. She has more of an innocent persona to everyone else and I am "womanizer" according to the public. I was never a womanizer. I dated girls for a while and if I don't see things working out, I break up with them. I am just waiting for the right person to spend the rest of my days with. Despite the age difference, we made things work for a while. We are two different people, but we were compatible with each other. We made it work until we started to have busy schedules.
I would call her at 3 AM in her time just to tell her I love her and sing Stevie Wonder songs. She loved Stevie Wonder so I would sing the songs I knew from the top of my head. It made her smile the first time I sang her my favorite song by Stevie Wonder, Isn't She Lovely. It was my audition song for the X-Factor three years ago. The day I stepped on that stage changed my life forever. Every time that we were together, I would sing her a song from Stevie. She usually fell asleep on my chest when I sing songs to her. Sometimes, she would call me because she couldn't fall asleep so I would sing her a song by him in a lullaby.
I had so many memories with her. I surprised her in New York when she was doing some interviews for one of the radio stations. We enjoyed the day together. We walked around New York City the whole day. I took her to Times Square and the Central Park Zoo. I held her hand that day. She started to blush and I thought it was absolutely adorable. I started to smile and we enjoyed our day with no one bothering us. I would not be surprised if the paparazzi got some pictures of us together. I also remember us counting down for the ball to drop on New Year's Eve and when it was midnight, I kissed her to start the New Year with some good fortune.
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