Twists & Turns (A Harry Styles Fan Fiction)

Chapter 18- Summer

Chapter 18- Summer

As soon as I walk by Louis, Harry looks up and he seems really confused. He stared at me for two minutes. He was trying to focus on me and then he makes his way over to me. He's probably drunk, I'm not guessing, I just know. He stumbled to get to me until he got a hold on to me by grabbing Louis's jacket. He straightens his posture and he touched my shoulders. I really do not like people touching me. I shake under his hands and he can feel me shaking by the expression on his face. He opens his mouth to say something and it takes him a few moments. Oh, the deleterious effects of being drunk.

Then he slurred, "Hey babe."

I definitely can smell the alcohol in his breath. I hate the smell of alcohol because my Uncle Ronny used to drink when he watched me when I was younger. I hate the smell a lot and the smell makes me feel dizzy and sick. My mind is still wondering the same questions as earlier. Did something happen earlier today? Is that why Harry and Niall were not here earlier? Also, is that why Liam, Louis, and Zayn invited me over if Harry and Niall weren't home? I am guessing a fight over something or someone but who? My mind is spinning because the smell of alcohol.

"Hi there." I said, quietly. I am very scared of being around drunken people for many reasons. My uncle always cracked a beer bottle open at 6 AM and drink any kind of alcohol that he could get a hold of throughout the day. Uncle Ronny used to hit my Aunt Robin when he was mad at her. He used to make me watch him hit her with his hand or with a bat that he kept in the closet. I would be sitting on the couch in a ball and my uncle made me watch my aunt to get beaten up. If I was not watching, he would come over to me and slap me until I did watch. Aunt Robin was a kind, sweet aunt that always made sweets. Aunt Robin was a mother to me when my mum was at work. Aunt Robin always wanted kids, but Uncle Ronny always said no. Uncle Ronny's reasoning for hitting Aunt Robin was unacceptable to me and from anyone else's view. Personally, I never liked drunken people because they do stupid things. When I turn eighteen, I will not drink and I vowed myself not to drink when I was eight or nine. I don't want to same mistakes that my uncle made and then take it out on someone else.

"I need to say something to you." He slurred again. This should be interesting. Many people when they are drunk can't fully process what they are saying. He might say something that is imperative and meaningful or just plain spurious. It may not mean anything to me at all.

"Yes? What is it Harry?" I asked. I am ready to hear what he has to say. I know he will forget what he said to me in the morning. It's the side effects of being drunks. Most people forget what happened the night before. He will forget everything and have a major headache because the deleterious side effects.

"I'm not drunk; I'm just intoxicated by you." He said. What the hell? Is this a pick-up line that you can find on the internet? Does he expect to aw him and then go into his arms and live a happily ever after? Things in the real world don't occur that way. Maybe in his lifestyle, he believes that I will run into his arms and live happily ever after with 3 children. If it that is his way of thinking, it is absolutely cliché. I hate the line even more because it came from a drunkard's mouth and it was about being drunk. Everyone does not know my issues with drunk people because the experiences that I had to witness. I think about what he said again. He said what now. Did he just say that he's intoxicated by me? What is he trying to say? I'm so confused. Excuse me? What did he say?

"Excuse me? What did you say?" I repeat aloud. I am still shaking and I am trying to control myself from running out the door that is only a few meters away from me and run home. I could cry my eyes out like I have done many nights before. It has been a hard and a long night because I confessed most of my secrets to Louis. I don't trust anyone fully but I can be able to depend on Louis for things when I have issues. Even though, I rather have the feelings bottled up forever and die with the feelings and other things that would be forever a mystery to many. I am still a broken creature and it will be very hard to fix myself and evolve into a better person. A stronger person than I am at this moment.