Twists & Turns (A Harry Styles Fan Fiction)

Chapter 25- Harry

Chapter 25-Harry

Saying goodbye isn't easy for anyone. I just left my girlfriend in my airport as I walked away from her with my bags in my hands. She was so brave and she didn't cry as much in front of me as I expected. If I could decide to stay or leave, I absolutely would stay by her side and be able to help her and guide her through the twists and turns of life, but I can't do that because it's my job to travel.

I am now on the plane on the way to Australia on the way for the second part of the Take Me Home tour. We would be here for 2 weeks or so, then going to Japan afterwards. It's going to be a bloody hell without her. Niall sits across from me as he twiddles his thumbs around. I haven't said anything to him since the incident. Now, he looks so upset and bored out of his mind. After the tribulation and when the captain said it was safe to move around the cabin, I decided to talk to him about it.

I sat right next to him and he could feel my presence because he flinched as I sat down. I stared at him until his eyes met mine. His blue eyes that remind me of Summer's eyes were full of tears. I don't know what happened a half hour ago and I don't know why he is crying. "I'm sorry," his voice cracks as he spoke. I hate seeing him like this because it breaks my heart. I'm more than bewildered because honestly, I have no idea what is going on at all.

"Why are you sorry?" I asked him concerned. I have been oblivious because I have been oblivious by my own ambitions. I was being ambitious of trying to get Summer to be my girlfriend. I was ignoring all of the feelings of everyone else's beside Summer's and my own feelings. "I'm sorry for causing bloody hell. I have made stupid mistakes and it was because I was jealous. Summer is so perfect, and because of my idiotic mistake, I lost her. She may have forgiven me for kissing Carla on accident, but it doesn't mean that she won't forget what happened." He whispered as he wept on my shoulder. As his tears drop onto my shirt, I think about what he has said. He is right about the idiotic mistake and Summer forgiving him for the mistake. I could tell that she was thinking about Friday night as we spent time. Even though she never said anything about it doesn't mean that she hadn't thought of that night. She was mad of me for saying something when I was drunk once. I remember her running out the door of the house. I didn't remember what I said, but it was hard for her to forgive me in her mind.

"Everyone makes mistakes; you just have to learn from the mistake. Maybe it wasn't fate for you and Summer to be together. You will find the right one for you, but it will take time. It's true that she may have forgiven you, but she won't forget what suffering you put her through." I said to her as I put my hand on his shoulder. He gave me a sad smile and it got bigger as I poked his sides. "Congratulations on your relationship," He said with a huge smile, showing his pearly white teeth. How does he know that? It was the makeout sessions we had and he was turned away as we kissed. "Thank you, Niall that means a lot from you." I said bluntly as I smiled as him.

"Can you promise me this? Promise me to treat her as the princess she is, be there for her when she needs you, listen to her, and do everything that is right. Don't treat her the way I did. She is a special girl; don't let her go because of an idiotic mistake which turns your life into a bloody hell later. Promise me." He said in a serious matter. Summer is someone else. She is so much more than a princess; she is more like a goddess coming down from Mount Olympus. She is the Aphrodite of the 21st century to me. She is the apple of my eye and I may be out of her league, but I will treat her the way she deserves to be treated. Everything he mentioned and other things that I have mind were my intentions of treating her the way she deserves. I left something at her house in one of her suitcases that would make her happy when she finds it. My only goal is to make her happy as much as I can.

"Absolutely, I can promise that. She makes me feel so different. I want to give her the world and she is my world. This relationship may be going fast, but it feels like I have known her for my whole life despite the age difference. She seems to understand better than anyone else and she doesn't treat me like the superstar I am. She treats me like I was the boy from Holmes Chapel. I can be myself with her and I don't have to worry what others think about me." I explain. Since I have been with her, I have felt different. My heart beats rapidly every time she speaks to me and every time I speak to her. My mind fills up with thoughts, but it is always so hard to say what is on my mind. My stomach fills up with butterflies because I'm always so nervous around her when I shouldn't be. I have made it into uncharted territory when it comes to love.