#7 :: Everything I Want.

30) This Bitch Gon Suffer...

BRIANNA

I should have stuck to my plan and stayed hidden. I shouldn't have answered Olivia's call. I couldn't believe that this is why Olivia invited me around. I actually thought she wanted to be cordial. I thought I would have had the last laugh when I told her the baby was Liam's but she still managed to make me feel small. I contemplated if this was a good idea or not but he had been messaging me and I had missed him, so I banged on Liam's door hoping he was home.

"What the fuck? What happened to you?" Liam asked as he carried me in.

See, this is the thing about Liam. He will act as if he doesn't care and he will be horrible; but then he has this loving caring side to him. This is why I love him and this is why I won't give up on him. I won't give up on us.

"So what happened? You have been staring at the wall for the past hour. What you get yo self into?" Liam asked me.

"Well.. Olivia called me. Saying she wants us to talk and be cordial. Anyway it was a set up just to humiliate me. Then, I thought I would have the upper hand by telling her that the baby was yours but she.." I didn't get to finish because Liam interrupted me.

"Wait.. You did what?" He asked.

"Told her the baby was yours. I told her we had been together since we all lived together. It was time she knew..."

"ARE YOU FUCKING INSANE? WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO GET IT INTO YOUR THICK HEAD..  WE ARE NOT TOGETHER, NEVER HAVE BEEN.. NEVER WILL BE!!"

"Liam.." I said as I started to sob.

"No! Fuck sake! I have been telling you for years now and you just ain't getting it!"

"Yeah just like I been telling you that Olivia will NEVER forgive you but you ain't getting that either!!" I said to him.

He grabs me and as he grabs me I feel my stomach cramping.

"Ahhhhhh!! Fuck!!" I scream.

"I didn't even touch you!"

"No. No. It's.. It's the baby..." I said.

"The baby? Wait. You're STILL pregnant?" Liam asked.

Sometimes I had to wonder if this boy was just slow or really this stupid.

"I need to get to the hospital.. Please. Liam." I moaned in agony.

Liam drives me to the hospital and crying out as I'm in so much pain. I'm bleeding and praying my baby is okay. Finally a doctor comes in to let me know what is happening.

"I'm sorry. I'm afraid it's not good news. You're miscarrying." She said.

I just cried. I wanted this baby so much and now it's gone. Was this karma? For all the bad things I had done?

When the doctor left I waited for Liam to come back so I could tell him the awful news. About an hour later he came back; looking and smelling nice.

"Going somewhere?" I asked when he walked in.

"Yeah, I am. What they say?" He asked as he typed away on his phone.

"Where you going?"

"Brianna don't question me. What did they say?"

"It's another girl init? That's where you're going?" I asked ignoring what he said.

"For goodness sake! Yes. I'm meeting a girl."

"Can you not have some decency? I just lost our baby and you are going out with a next bitch?!"

"You lost the baby?"

"Yes Liam..."

"Well I guess it's easier than an abortion. This way it wasn't up to you." He said with no emotion.

"What did you just say?"

"Well you was going to have an abortion. This way it wasn't your decision."

"Are you fucking kidding me?"

"What?"

"How can you be so heartless?"

"Heartless? Brianna.. Have you not been listening? I don't think you have. Had you been listening you wouldn't be calling me heartless. I never wanted this baby. I don't want a child right now and I don't want a child with you. Look, it's clear you feel different to me. I'm moving houses soon. So let's make this the last time we see each other. Yo head game is dope but it's not worth all this hassle. Bri... It's been fun but the fun is over now. Rest up and get better soon." He said and left.

I was outraged! I wanted to cry but honestly Liam was not worth my tears tight now. I had just lost my baby and this bastard wants to tell me the "fun we had is over" who even says that?

For the rest of the night I cried. Being pregnant meant everything to me. I was going to give birth and love my baby unconditionally. I was going to be the opposite to my parents. And this was taken from me. Why? That was the question I kept asking "why why why?" Until I fell asleep.

When I was discharged I couldn't wait to get home. Of course my parents wasn't there and even though I was used to it; I could have really done with having them around.

Just the fact I had no one there for me made me angry. I hated the world. And most of all I hated Olivia. If it wasn't for her my baby would have still been here. She kicked me in the stomach. That's what caused me to miscarry.

She would give birth and have her baby and I would be without. No. That wasn't okay. That wasn't allowed. That wasn't going to happen. If I had no baby then Olivia would have no baby.

I made a call.

"Hello." The person said when they answered.

"Long time." I said to them.

"Indeed. What's up?" They said.

"I have a problem that needs fixing and I know that if there's anyone that could help me would be you."

"Sounds fun."

"Oh it's going to be fun. This is what's going to happen..."

As I told the person on the phone what was going to happen I got excited knowing I would make sure that bitch Olivia would suffer just like she's making me suffer now...