The Boy Next Door | Justin Bieber Fanfiction

I'm Afraid To Lose Her

Justin's POV

Everything was dark and everything looked smokey. I was walking down a road, wandering around feeling empty and alone.

" Giselle..... " I whispered to myself and looked down.

I heard a faded voice somewhere around me and I looked.

I turned to my sides and looked back.

" hello? " I called out and nothing answered.

I turned around again and see a person, a girl. She was bright and beautiful. I tried to look closer and saw who it was.

Giselle.

" Hello Justin " she said with a smile and once she was close to me, I grabbed one of her hands and held it.

" I missed you " I said

" Well if you want to be with me happy... Than get out of this depression and out of this revenge, anger place "

I tilted my head.

" what? " I asked confused.

Where was I? Why did she say that?

As I looked at her, I closed my eyes slowly and the picture changed. Again, it looked like a memory. It was me and Giselle kissing.. And being happy.

I saw others too. It showed us smiling together, laughing and playing around. Then everything seemed to get dark again.

I opened my eyes and see her looking at me with a blank face.

" I don't love you Justin, understand " I heard and I felt my heart brake.

" N-no that's not how it's supposed to go! " I said almost yelling letting go of her.

" Stop acting like this is a movie or something! This is reality and I don't love you!!" Giselle yelled and I fell on my knees, holding my face in my hands.

My eyes were closed and I see her and someone else. Its a guy. They were happy.

Now, it was like I could see myself. She was gone and away. I was just on my knees grabbing my head not wanting to believe what I was seeing.

" GISELLE I LO- "

" Justin! " I heard and my eyes quickly opened. Christian was in front of me with a terrified look on his face.

" yo, are you ok? " he asked

I was breathing heavy and I was sweating on my forehead and chest. I layed on my back and closed my eyes.

" I had a bad dream... " I said and opened my eyes again.

" about Giselle right? "

I turned my head towards him.

" how did you know? " I asked.

" Justin, you were yelling her name out " Christian said and I sat up in bed and looked at Chris confused.

" I was? " I asked

" Yes... Justin what's wrong? What's going on between you and her? "

I shook my head.

" Nothing.... I'm fine " I said and got up from bed.

I grabbed a towel and dried myself from the sweat. It wasn't a whole bunch so I didn't worry much about it.

" J.. Are you sure? I'm actually worried for you " Christian said.

I sighed and nodded. I really didn't know what to do anymore. I didn't know how and what to feel anymore.

I didnt even know if this was about Giselle. Well.. I believed she was the big part of all this. I guess.... I am starting to see what I actually feel for her...

I turned to Christian and leaned on a wall, running a hand through my hair.

" I guess.... I'm afraid to lose her " I finally said and he looked at me in the eyes.

Christians POV

I looked right in his eyes and I could tell that he wasn't lieing at all.

" You won't- " I started to say but he cut me off.

" I will if anybody else touches her " Justin said and my eyes widen. I finally see him shake his head.

" damn I'm sorry... I didn't mean it like that " he added and I nodded.

" it's ok J... But look, why don't you just talk to her? " I asked

" Because... I don't know. I feel like she will see me different... " Justin said and I sighed.

" I don't know what to tell you anymore man. Just know that I'm here for ya. But whatever you do, don't hurt her. " I said and he nodded his head.

" I wouldn't want to anyways "

Justin's POV

Christian went home after a while of being here with me. I never did get why he came in the first place but I was kinda glad to see him.

I got dressed and ready for the day. I just wore a simple white shirt and black skinny jeans. I didn't actually feel like going all dressed fancy and stuff.

I decided to text Giselle today just to make sure she is fine.

Me: Hey Giselle

Giselle: Hi

Me: How are you doing?

Giselle: great ig

Me: that's good.

Giselle: hbu

Me: Good

Ha. You. Fucking. Lier.

Giselle: nice :)

Me: hey... I wanted to apologize for yesterday, I wasn't in a great mood and I didn't mean to get you upset or even worried.

Giselle: it's fine Justin.

Me: Are you sure?

Giselle: well you did say everything was gonna be alright didn't ya?

I laugh at her message as she remembers last nights song.

Me: well yes I did.
Thanks for reminding me.

Giselle: Yo Bieber

Damn, she never calls me that.

Me: Yes Queen? Lol

You gotta change her name.

Queen: wanna watch movies tonight?? My house.

Me: Sure thing. I'll be there.. Tonight?

Queen: I'll pick you up lol

Me: very funny but ok.

Queen: afriad of scary movies J?

Me: Not really.

Afriad to lose you though...

Queen: hmm we will see then lol

Me: ight see u then

Queen: kk

Gonna make my first move? Yep.

Ugh Justin stop fucking around with yourself. You know you won't.