Juvie Girlfriend (ShereenJenkins)

Chapter 4

~Torielle~

I'm just wondering. Am I being haunted? I know I've killed someone but it can't be that bad right?

"What do you mean?", I said as I stood frightened in the bathroom.

"I'm gonna help you through tough times. Just say R when you need me and I'll be there to help you. Just think of me as a guardian angel or something. Without the angel part. I'm not there yet.", said a familiar voice. I just couldn't put my finger on it.

"Ok but can you at least make yourself visible?", I ask eager to know who's with me

"If you say so", said the voice

Just then I couldn't believe my eyes. How could this be possible?
My mother as my guardian angel. No wonder she said call R. R is for Raven duh. Stupid me.

You could say I'm not happy to see her and I'm not but a little part of me misses her and I font know why considering all that she's done to me.

"Um are you gonna say something?", she said impatiently

"Oh um are you mad at me for what I've done to you?", I said afraid of what she might say

"No because I deserve it. I now see that it wasn't easy for you. Yea I wasn't ready for a child and the only reason I put up with you is because I wanted to prove to my parents I could do it myself. But now I'm starting to actual care about you.", she said. I was a little sad but after all I'm the one who's still alive and can make things better and be a better person, not her. She doesn't deserve a second chance. She's right where she needs to be. Away from me. There's just one question I need to ask.

"Did you have me by force or were you just being a whore?", I asked coldly

"I wasnt being a whore and i wasnt forced either.", i she said

"But i had you at a very young age which i didnt plan but it happened.", she said truthfully

"So whos my father?", i asked

"Well.... your great uncle. I know you probably think that disgusting but he was hot and i want it.", she said happily

"Thats some shitty shit man i didnt think you would do something that low. Yea its disgusting but really. And you were being a whore btw.", I said smiling at when I called her a whore.

"So when did you get pregnant?", I said

"I became pregnant with you at 12 and conceived you at 13.", she said

"Oh wow.", I said amazed at how calmly she was with saying all of this. This was alot to take in. I felt bad for her though.

"I've always wanted a child though so I wasn't mad. When I told my parents they didn't believe me, like I didn't believe you. I told them I could make it up to them by caring for you myself. They said ok and that's why I say the you ruined everything for me.", she said

"No offense, but I'm surprised I'm not mentally retarded considering you had me by my great uncle. That's usually what happens.", I said

"Well I've said enough so bye. Call me when you need me. I'm watching you.", she said creepily

I always knew she was a creep. And I now know she was a whore. That was the highlight of my day. Knowing she was a whore herself. She's such a hypocrite. Calling me nasty names.

Oh yea? Oh alright. That's you.
Anyways I walk out the bathroom a little bummed that she's not out of my life completely but what's the worse that could happened?

I started walking down the hallway when I hear my door bell ring. As I walk to the door a look through the peephole and see non other than Kyle..... my ex boyfriend.

"What do you want?", I said as I opened the door annoyed

"Hello to you too and I came to say sorry for your loss.", he said genuinely

"Ok thanks now you can leave.", I said as I closed the door and of course he put his foot out to stop it.

"Somethings telling me you're keeping something from me.", he said

"Well considering I've dealt with a lot of things you don't know about I would say... Yea I'm hiding some things, but that doesn't mean I'm gonna tell you anything.", I said sassy

"Well no need to get sassy. I'm just checking up on you. I guess I'll be leaving now.", he sad let down

"Well I guess you don't have to leave just yet. *sighs* come on in.", I said putting on a fake smile

"Ok but if you're gonna smile then don't do a fake one.", he snapped

"Yes sir", I saluted

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The whole day we hung out house. It got a lil heated but no sex. *smirk*

I'm going to bed now. See yall later.