Juvie Girlfriend (ShereenJenkins)

Chapter 1

~Torielle~

"Get off of me!", I said trying to get out of my drunk stepdad's grip.

"I know you want me.", slurred my stepdad

"I dont! You have my mom! Leave me alone!", I screamed at him

*SLAP*

He had slapped me and I fell to the ground. He grabbed my legs and dragged me up the stairs into my room. He locked my door and said,

"Why can't you just let me love you? I can pleasure you when your stank ass mom ain't here.", as he began to unbuckle the belt around his waist.

"You married her not me, so you can pleasure each other and leave me out of the picture.", I said frightened and hoping he would agree.

"Your mom is getting old and I like my women young so that's why I want you.", he said with lust in his eyes.

Just then he ripped my shorts off and admired how afraid I was of him. He took my panties off and took his boxers off. I began to cry as I started to realize this was actually happening to me.

He entered me roughly as tears began to stream down my face. I was in so much shock that I didn't move. He was pounding inside of me while I just laid there.

I was lost and trying to find out why he feels he has to do this to me. I haven't even told my mom about what has been going on between me and her husband.

I have to tell her one way or another. I was screaming on the inside because of the pain but I was silent on the outside.

~

I was being raped for 3 hours and I feel disgusting. I'm sitting in my room thinking about how much I wanna tell my mom and get out of this crazy place.

My mom doesn't pay any attention to me as it is. This will just make it worse. She'll most likely blame all of this on me. My mom gets home in soon so I'm gonna freshen up and think about what I'm gonna do.

I go to my drawer and take out a black lace Victoria's Secret bra and panty set and lay out a black tank top with black shorts and black and white elite socks.

I hop in the shower and wash my body and hair for about 30 minutes. I get out and let my long curly jet black hair fall down my back into its natural curls and braid my hair in two cornrows.

I go downstairs and get a hot pocket for dinner since my mom doesn't like to cook and head back to my room.

~

30 minutes later

*SLAM*

That means my mom is finally hear and I'm ready to tell her what's been going on.

"I'm home!", screams my mom

"Hey honey!", screams my fake ass stepdad

"How was your day at work?", says my stepdad

"It was great! Everything went as planned and my boss thought my pitch for the new blender was great!", said my mom

"I'm so proud of you honey!", said my dad. He gives her a peck on the lips and winks at me while he started to head to his office. Ugh! I can't stand to even look at him.

"Mom can I talk to you about something?", I said nervously

"Um sure.", she said with an attitude

"I know you're not gonna believe me but Ron has been forcing me to have sex with him, meaning raping me.", I said trying not to break down in tears

"What! That doesn't sound right! He would never do that to you he loves you like his own daughter! You're lying!", she said angrily. I couldn't believe this. She really thinks I would lie about something so severe to her.

"No I'm not! Every time you're gone he's always seducing me and forcing me to have sex with him! He says that he does it because you're getting old and he likes his women young! What makes you think I would lie about something like this to you!?", I said angrily back to her.

Just then Ron came back down stairs looking confused.

"What's going on?", he said

"Tori says when I'm gone you rape her and seduce her and how you said you like her because I'm getting old and how you like your women young!", she said

"What! I would never say that about you or do that to her! Torielle how could you lie like that on me!? I love you like a daughter how could you say that!?", he said

"Omg! How could you even let yourself say that!? You know what you did to me! And how could you just sit there and think I'm lying about this to you!?", I said angrily

"Do you want to ruin my marriage or something!? It seems like everytime I find someone I like you drive them away with your nonsense! Are you jealous because you don't have anyone to love you!? Yea that's right I never loved you! Why do you think I never pay attention to you!? *laughs evilly* I could care less about how you feel about me! Even if he did rape you, you deserve it! You're a filthy whore and no one will ever love you!", she said

I just ran to my room and locked myself in my bathroom. I looked through a basket in the cabinet under the sink and found a razor. I stuck it in my left wrist and made sure I didn't cut a vein before I started to graze my skin. It felt so relieving to do this to myself.

She's right. No one will ever love me. But I'm nowhere near a filthy whore. Everyday I'm here a piece of me just floats away and I just feel empty. There's a big whole missing inside of me because of them.

The only way I can stop it is if they're gone. Out of sight. Just dead and gone far far away from me. This might sound crazy but I'm gonna kill them both. They've lead me to my last straw and I'm done.

I'm done with the abuse verbally and physically. I don't even care about the consequences.

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