I Love you

the date

I wake up to the sound of texing. I look over and see mya. Uggg not now. " baby your awake! " she pulled me into a hug and squealed. "MRS. COOPER SHES AWAKE! ! !'' she yells this and I just shut my eyes.
My mom comes in and explains everything. The doctors are not sure what happened. But my breathing was uneven so they have me on some new pills to help. " so your date is still on for tonight he will still come at  and since they wont let you out of the hospital he is gonna take you to the park. " she pointed out the window. "Nooooo mya do I look like I wanna go on a date! ? I dont even wanna get out of bed. Please." "You are going on that date and im sure of it." "Bu-" "no. I begged him for 3 days strait. You are going and thats the end of it...plus I convinced them to let you out of your hospital gown." The she pulled out the blue dress from her purse

My turn to squeal.

              Later that day

I twirled approvingly in the bathroom mirror. My thin brown hair flowed over my shoulders. The blue lace sleeves go all the way down to my wrists but the silk bottom stops just before my knees.

All of a sudden a gorgeous boy about 16 walks into my veiw through my rooms window. Please be my nurse. Please be my nurse. Then he turns toward me and I smile. He walks up "im brice" "holy batman he' s hot.'' Oh no did I say that out loud. "Oh no did I say that out loud.'' He smiles. That makes him even hotter " yeah you did but its ok. Let me match it...god shes beautiful her eyes look like hazelnuts." I blush so much I must look like a tomato. " so im brice. Would you like to go to the park? " I smile slightly and nod my head. He smells good. I dont know how to describe it but It smells really nice. He takes my hand and leads the way. His touch is so gentle. "So is everything ok?  What happened last night? '' I sigh. "Well I was diagnosed with a terminal disease when I was 7 and it effects the heart mainly and somtimes the lungs but for me it is both. So my breathing is un even and somtimes mixing that with heart problems isnt the best. And last night was an example of what happens when they mix. " we were almost at the door when my mom pops up looking really out of breath.''here'' *pant* ''you'' *pant* ''go''. She handed me a letter. As soon as I saw It I recognized it. It was the letter I wrote to my future boyfriend...when I was eight.I push it back " brice would you wait like one minute" without waiting for an answer I pulled my mom aside. " just wait till the third date please. He seems nice but this could scare him away'' ''but I made a promise to the 8 year old you" she said pouting. "Well eight year old me didnt know that telling somone you love them could scare them away." ''Ok jess. I love you'' "mmh love you too... im sorry about that brice." "Its ok. I think its cool your mom cares about you. But anyways you were saying" I was?  Oh yeah " so pretty much my medical life is a pepsi and mentos reaction if both bad things happen at once." He laughed. It was so hot! " I havent laughed so much in so long. You just related your medical problems to my 7th grade science project." Now it was my turn to laugh.

After 2 hours of talking I was getting tired and he realized it. He said " may I kiss you"? I mulled it over then said "as much as I really want to kiss you right now I wont because I only kiss people starting on second dates." He nods and smiles" so jessica may I take you on another date " he got down on one knee as a joke. I smiled and stood up and said yes! Yes! Yes! He walked me back to my room and we waved goodbye. I think I just found a new hobby. And his name is brice.