Sleeping with men

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   Mark was staying at a hotel with Jack but I wasn't allowed to go because Mark and Jack were busy.

  So I decided it would be nice to take a walk at night through the dark streets . It was nice and cool and breezy that night and it was beautiful.

   I kept walking thinking about Red and his baby in my uterus . It made me happy to think about this. But sad as well.

   Will I really be a young single mom? I thought. As I took a short cut through a sketchy neighborhood.

   I started to walk faster then broke out to an run closing my eyes .... Then bam I ran into something.

I fell on the ground on my butt to see Ross in front of me.

"Damn it Lana, watch out this neighborhood is sketchy ya know." Ross said smiling and helping me up.

  "S-Sorry I was thinking ...... About something." I said as I rested my head on his shoulder randomly.

   I felt.....tired.....sad... angry....... heartbroken.Ross just stood there looking down at me. Then he pulled me off and made me face him then pressed his lips to mine.

     He tasted good really good and I loved his baby like face.

I felt his hands touch my butt as he lifted me up and carried me to his apartment that he shares with Max.

I smiled forgetting about....

(  Good Lana)You can't do this to Red Lana

(Me ) yes I can he never loved me I can screw whoever I want!

GL:.     Don't do it! Red will be heartbroken.
   
I ignored myself and kissed Ross's neck. Ross gave a heartfelt laugh and put me down on his bed . I couldn't wait to get it started.

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    I woke up in Ross's bed he was there holding me and I was laying face down. Slowly I got up and walked to find my clothes. I found them and out them on.

I then left a note for Ross:
Ross, went home to take an shower btw thank you for helping me realize it. This might be awkward at work.

I walk home thanking Ross for helping me realize the thing. And hopefully I'll never  forget it . It's to precious I guess. Too wonderful.

A/N Hey guys I am soooo. Sorry I feel like I'm Letting you guys down I need to update more. I was in the database of thinking. Thank you so much to _Squirrel_Nut_ Flower_Girl123456 and ShadowWhisp for helping me out so much you guys either gave me advice or helped me with a story character but all of you comment and I love it so please keep active . Now stay tuned bc the next chapter has an character belonging to ShadowWhisp.   Have a good day everyone and what did Lana realize stay tuneddddd????😮

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