The cold plastic seat in the restaurant was sticky from the beads of sweat dripping down my legs. The summer heat was not kind to us in this city. Christian and Ashley go to the counter to order our fast food.
The past two days have been slightly stressful, with me quickly conversing with the person nearest to me or just running and hiding in order to lessen my interactions with him. Questions and regrets are all haunting me, but asking him would probably only ignite feelings and memories in me that I wouldn't like.
Ashley and Christian come back giggling about the lady at the register; something about how cute she was. Once they sit back down, their producer walks over to us.
"Hey guys, can we discuss something. Outside." The guys all mumble a collection of "ok's" and "ugh's" as their producer drags them outside.
"I'll just be a second babe", Andy kisses me on the forehead before he leaves with the rest of the guys. He knows how much I hate to be left alone with Jake, but I know it's not his fault.
They leave and I can feel Jake's presence, I can feel him waiting for me to say something. I don't say anything, I don't even look in his direction, even though every bit of me was curious to see his face.
"Y/N, you know you can't keep doing th-"
"Was she worth it?", I blurt out. My heart starts beating harder than ever in anticipation for his response. Was my best friend worth all the trouble? Was it worth losing me? Did he ever care for me? So many questions were running through my head; it was as if I had opened the floodgates of hell and I couldn't stop them.
"Well, I didn't think you'd start off with something like that, but, to answer your question, no, she wasn't." My hesitant eyes look up from the ketchup stain on the table that I had been so eagerly focusing on.
"Look, if I had a choice, I would go back in time and change everything. I'd beat my younger self up until he realized what he had; unfortunately, that's not how things worked out but at least you're happy now", he explained. I wanted to say something, to object, to call him a liar. If that was the truth: why didn't he find me, and tell me how he was sorry? Even if he did though, I don't think I would've listened; I was too hurt at the time, and even so, I'm thankful I found Andy. I think I understand why he didn't run off to find me and win me back, I would've brushed him off anyways and it would've only hurt me even more.
Before I knew it, the guys were back and our food was ready too; apparently, they had been calling our number but I didn't hear. I left that restaurant having a little more closure than when I entered, though it still hurts a little to see him, my heart just hurt a little less.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ||author's note|| ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
hello my lovelies! I hope you enjoyed this short little snippet :)
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I have made a new "book" or "work"... i don't what to call it hehe.. but if you love mushy love stuff, poetry or anything along the lines of that .. you should check it out! It's basically just a bunch of random writings, poetry, or even lyrics that I come up with. i promise you won't be disappointed :D
title: a collection of unrelated writings
the link(i also left the link in the comments): https://www.wattpad.com/myworks/79437555-a-collection-of-unrelated-writings
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also: if you find a typo, or wrong grammar stuffs or anything like that, feel free to tell me! i love feedback and constructive criticism.
ok that's all for now! have a good day <3
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Hello Again. {Reader x Andy Biersack}
Fanfic***This is the sequel to The Misfits and Outcasts so please read that one first! Thank you! :D*** Y/N can finally be happy now that she has worked through all her inner problems, but when someone from her past comes back and she's forced to see them...
