We walk off stage after the encore and ash and cal enter the dressing room
Mikey reaches for the handle of the door and I pull him away and hold him against the wall
"Alright Mikey, it's one thing to hug Ramey, another thing to rap your arm around her, but you do not kiss my girlfriend anywhere even if it's just on the head. Got it?" I say angrily
"I thought you didn't know what you two were." He smirks and raises an eyebrow
"I DON'T" I yell
"You said she was your girlfriend" Mikey winks
I sigh
I enter the dressing room with Michael on my tail and sit on the couch next to Ramey like nothing happened
I grab her hand and place it in my laps and I play with her fingers
The other boys get dressed and I cover her eyes and she giggles
Once they're done and in clothes, I go to get my own clothes on
*mikeys POV*
I go and sit by Ramey on the couch once Luke is gone
Put my arm behind her on the back of the couch
"So...you and Luke are together?" I ask
She shrugs
"You were really funny out on stage. You're a natural. You should come on stage more often. You're a great singer, you're good at guitar, and you're funny." I say
She shrugs. "I don't know..I've been playing guitar since I was nine but I'm better at drums I believe. I also play ukulele but it's not much of a concert instrument unless you're twenty one pilots"
I laugh gently
"That's really cool." I smile at her and glance down towards her lips
I think she notices and she clears her throat before turning her head away
"Luke is being very overprotective over you" I say
"Trust me, I've noticed." She giggles
I can't help but smile at her squeaky high pitched laugh
"He wouldn't even want me talking to you but he'll have to deal with it" I say
"Yeah, you and I are just friends. It shouldn't matter to him." She says, and even though she's right, that word, friends hits me like a bullet to the heart
"Yeah." I say, faking a smile
I can't lie, I have strong feelings for Ramey. There's no doubt about it, and seeing her with Luke was slowly eating away at me
I was starting to regret telling the boys all of the wonderful things about her I said about her before she came on tour. Maybe if I hadn't have done that, they wouldn't be together.
Whatever. It's too late now
After they were seen out like that, I wouldn't be able to date her if they broke up anyways. Ramey would be seen as a whore, I'd be seen as a dick, and everyone would favor Luke.
Ugh. Sometimes it's so frustrating being well known
Luke begins to open the door to bathroom and I place my hand on top of Ramey's to get a reaction out of him
He walks into the dressing room and stares at our hands and clears his throat
"Uh..are we-we ready to go?" Luke asks still staring at our hands
"Yeah I think so" I say as I pick up her hand and place it in my lap. I play with her fingers and brush my thumb over her hand, something I had seen Luke do to her before
Ramey was just kind of staring at our hands, blushing
I smirked. Two great reactions
"Let's go then" Luke says, picking Ramey up and putting her on his shoulders
I laugh silently to myself
Ramey leans forward while on his shoulder so they're face to face, her hair is drooping in front of their faces
"Hello" she laughs
Luke smiles and then places his lips on hers gently before kissing her for a few moments and pulling apart
Ramey sits up, her face a bright red. Maybe from the kiss, maybe from leaning forward for too long. I look at Luke who is smirking at me and I glare at him
Asshole
It's dumb that a girl is tearing me apart, but it's so hard to resist the urge to be with her
Ramey is special. She's different.
You're in love
What the fuck I thought you were gone
Im never leaving. I'm you. Remember?
Fuck you
Find a different girl, stay friends with Luke. It's that simple
It's not that simple.
Oh cmon. You just gotta loosen up. You have tomorrow off. Hit the club. Drunken up. Find a new girl.
I don't want to. We both know how that's gonna end up.
Yeah we do. That's not what you want?
I'm not looking for a hookup, I'm looking for Ramey.
Whatever. If you weren't in love, you would've had no problem getting hella girls at that club tomorrow.
Not necessarily
You wouldn't look at her that way if you weren't in love
I'm not in love.
Yes you are
SHUT UP
silence
All I needed
I rub my face and follow the boys onto the bus
3@2&282
Short chapter I know I'm sorry
