A/N: I have never been to Disneyland/world so I'm just winging it.
*knock knock knock*
A muffled voice is speaking.
Mark: "Jack? You up yet? We have to get there early you know."
Jack is roused from his sleep. In a haze, he looks at his bedside clock to see red numbers. It's 4 in the morning.
Are you fooking kidding me? 4am now?
He has never been a morning person to begin with. Jack frustratingly gets out from under the covers and places his warm feet on the cold hard wood floor.
Jack: "I'm up now!"
Mark: "Okay grumpy butt, I'm going to make some coffee. Get ready to go."
Jack: "Fine."
Mark chuckles and goes down stairs to make coffee. Jack stands up and wobbles out into the hall to go to the bathroom.
4am should not exist fook the guy who invented 4am!
Jack uses the bathroom and brushes his teeth then hobbles back to his room. He looks over to his desk to find his pills. He takes out one of each and swallows them with some water.
*sigh*
I guess today is another day. Maybe Disneyland will make me feel better. Maybe spending the day alone with Mark wil-... what am I thinking?
Jack shakes his head in frustration.
You're just tired Jack. Don't worry about it. Remember what the Doctor told you. You can't over think things.
Jack changes his clothes. Puts on a hat and some sunglasses.
God I hope no one recognizes me.
He heads down stairs to see Mark eating some eggs and toast with a cup of coffee on the side.
Mark: "Goooood morning sleepy head. I made you some breakfast too."
Jack feels lighter all of a sudden.
Jack: "Oh-uh, thanks man."
They smile at each other as Jack sits down to eat his breakfast and coffee.
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Jack gets into the passenger seat of Mark's car.
Mark: "Did you make sure you have everything?"
Jack: "Yeah, I got everything."
Mark: "Alright! Disneyland here we come!"
The trip to Disneyland was longer than Jack expected. He sat in his seat quietly starring out the window listening to the radio as summer rays hit his face. He occasionally looks over to Mark and he notices and smiles. Jack gets embarrassed by being caught starring at Mark and looks back out the passenger side window.
Today is going to be a long day.
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They get into the park and Jack immediately feels uncomfortable. He feels like people are starring at him even thought people only slightly glance at the two. Mark notices Jack's discomfort and puts his hand on Jack's upper back.
Mark: "Everything is okay Jack."
Jack feels Mark hand and beings to blush. He likes when Mark does stuff like that. He hates to admit it, but he gets butterflies in his stomach whenever he is close to Mark.
Jack: "Oh don't worry about me. I'm okay."
Mark smiles and gives Jack a little pat in between his shoulder blades and removes his hand.
What is wrong with me? Why do I want him to touch me? Is this wrong? He's my friend. What should I do?
Jack's mind races. He startes to withdraw a little from the world as he blindly follows Mark further into the gigantic park.
Should I tell him? What if he doesn't like me like that? Should I tell my therapist? Would she help me with that?
Mark: "Jack!"
Jack is startled back to reality.
Jack: "Hu?"
Mark: "I've been calling you. You got your head in the clouds?
Jack: "I guess so, I'm sorry."
Mark: "It's okay, I was just picking on you. So, which ride do you want to get on first?"
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