The game of love

Chapter 41 X

(Mood)

To say I was upset was an understatement I didn't come out of my room the whole day yesterday since I got home, I was simply watching romantic sad movies crying my eyes out and ignoring every text and call Reece gave me.

I wasn't in the mood to talk to anymore, even the girls and my parents were constantly trying to speak to me and got one word answers. Even though it only happened yesterday my mood as totally changed because now I'm literally so fucking pissed off I want to stab him.

Still not really in the mood for talking I've decided to stay in my bedroom again, the storm is still going on so its not like I can go out I would honestly rather stay in.

I haven't eaten anything since that Taco Bell in the afternoon yesterday and I'm still not hungry even if my mom is trying to force food down me I just refuse it makes me feel sick. Plus I didn't sleep at all last night with all the thoughts racing through my head so the whole of today I keep falling asleep and having naps no longer then 30 minutes.

It sucks feeling like this and worse that I know Reece is hurting with how bad he feels but I feel worse so it's fucking tough.

A knock on my bedroom door brings me out of my thoughts as my mom walks in with a glass of iced tea and a sandwich on a plate. "Hey honey how you doing?" She asks placing it down on my bedside table, I pause the movie and look over at her with a smile.

"I'm fine thankyou for the stuff but I'm not really hungry. I will defiantly be drinking iced tea though like you know me to well mom." I grin picking up my iced tea and slurping the goodness, she could of brought me this yesterday! A wide smile rises to her face at the sound of me talking to her since yesterday all she got was a head nod or head shake as answers.

"It's been over 24 hours since you last ate and Taco Bell isn't the best meal, please try and eat the sandwhich your father is calling every half an hour asking if you've ate something yet." She giggles coming into my bedroom more and sitting on the bed next to me.

Downs of having a dad who works as a doctor huh?! "Fine I'll eat what I can."

She nods her head looking around my room awkwardly wanting to say something. "Reece has called a thousand times honey he's desperate to talk to you, he came round earlier too but Cameron sent him away. Oh and Penny called asking how are you saying how much of an idiot Reece is." She tells me giving me a sad smile knowing I'm hurting.

Yes he is a fucking idiot a very big hurtful idiot who hurt me real bad and you know what I feel bad for ignoring him like why do we have to be nice to eachother now?! I sigh nodding my head taking a bite of my ham and cheese toasted sandwhich. "I'm not talking to him yet he deserves to be worried for a while longer." I say.

Mom doesn't say anything just gives me a little kiss on the forehead and leaves my bedroom so I'm alone again with the sound of the storm outside. It's weird how all year Palm Springs has been shining with sunshine an no more then a cm of rain has fell but as soon as the storm hits me and Reece have a massive fall out?

Ugh I'm thinking to much!

I decide to turn my phone on since watching movies is making my eyes hurt, or the lack of sleep I don't really know. I turn it on and it crashes due to the amount of messages I've got like so many I don't think your ready to hear it nah I'm kidding I'm gonna tell you anyways lets be honest you totally wanna know.

76 text messages, 53 of Reece the rest of the girls or random people at school who found out and are wondering if I'm okay basically just nosey fuckers.

49 missed calls, 47 of Reece, one of Lucy and one of my dad.

20 snapchats of random people.

8 Instagram messages.