Preface

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Preface:

August 25th 2011

He held me close. He kissed my temple. I promise to never forget you. "I'll only be gone for a few months and I'll come back to you." He said holding my body against his. Skin to skin. I could feel his heart beat. We breathed in sync. I was so in love with him. I always felt so alive when he was by my side. I drifted into a peaceful sleep in his arms. The next morning I woke up to an empty bed and a note. "I know its probably to late to say sorry but I wasn't in the right mind set last night sorry for everything I regret it. I'm heading to LA bye xoxo – Justin"

May 12th 2012

I laid in the hospital bed panting. Pattie had been the only person to stay in my life. She respected my wishes to keep this from Justin. I didn't wanna ruin his career or his new relationship. I loved him so much but I loved our babies more. I was willing to give everything up for our daughters. He didn't need the burden of me and I didn't want my daughters to have a bad image of they're father. He was supposed to be there knight in shining armor.

I felt the contractions get closer and faster together. I grabbed Pattie's hand as I felt the urge to push. Tears ran down my face as I pushed with all the strength I had in my body.

May 12th 2013

It was Jane and Aria's first birthday. My friend Vanessa and her daughter were here and Pattie was in the kitchen setting up the cake. Justin still had no idea. I don't think he ever will.

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