A Match Into Water

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After laughing , eating & singing everyone left it was night and I felt a bit down and they understood . They all gave me forehead kisses and hugs . Some of them gave me warped tour tickets or money for tickets which was amazing . I thanked them though

I hate my eating disorders but hey at least I am alive . Or don't I? Mike and Victor went out to buy some tacos and frozen pizzas

"Go for it I will keep an eye at the house I am not a little kid I can take care of me for 15 minutes"
Vic shot me a sassy look and with that they left

I quickly got up  running to my room and searching for my razor blades . Sweet cold ,shiny razor blades . But why do I do that now? Oh yes , i remember because Vic and Mike are forced to love me . I don't really know what to believe anymore . I locked myself in my bathroom . Sitting on the floor smiling at my shiny little metal (favorite) thing. Let's start with 1....2...3....4..........8 this feels so good but I don't want Vic or Mike to find out they will give me to another family
I don't wanna leave.  They will forget me like everyone did .
I heard a door opening . I started to panic but it wasn't my bathroom door luckily . But still I got up splashing water on my hand as I watched the blood fading away . I took some bandages and Covered my fresh cuts

I went outside and saw Vic in  his boxers and Mike playing a Harry Potter game . Fun fun fun fun fun

"Guys. Can I get a tattoo?" I said with a innocemt smile

"WHAT" they said at the same time

" i want a Darlin , you'll be okay tattoo please "

"Okay birthday girl . We will let you because We love the idea and that means a lot to you " vic laughed

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Vic called Chris motionless just to.make sure that his old friend Angelo Parente can do the tattoo for Nia

Angelo just  arrived here . I told him what i wanted to do and he happily agreed . When he started 'hitting' my arm with paint Mike couldn't help it but laugh his ass of

"SHUT THE FUCK UP MICHAEL OR I WILL CHOP OF YOUR BALLS. ARE YOU SURE YOU WANNA CONTINUE LAUGHING?" And with that he stopped he looked so sad aw

Angelo finally finished it and it was amazing . I was tearing up and Vic passed me a tissue .

"Thank you so much guys
For everything I love you"

________ after 1 month _______

2 weeks ago I decided to go to a public school. And Yeah I am still uncomfortable there but I got loads of friends . 2 girls 3 boys . I met Patty Walters. Danielle . Ashley (girl) . Alex Gaskarth and  Ronnie Radke ( a/n i just wanted these people as Nia's friends because I love them)
Patty is actually really nice and ehm... attractive
With Dani(danielle ) we don't talk too much because someome called her and suggested her to do modeling stuff i don't really know
Alex is really weird but dude he is amazing and funny
Ashley and Ronnie I think they are.together
Ashley is my best friend she has weird hair
Black with red and idk it's weird but I love it
Ronnie is a bit of an idiot he does stufd but he doesn't think before

We all can sing except Dani and she is upset about it because she says that whoever loves music just like me that person is allowed to have a beautiful and shocking voice

She is amazing and genius but when we tell her that a lot she just can't stop (me lmao )

"Hey ehm Nia? Do you want to write a song with me later? My address  is ******* (idk what to put lmao) "

I nodded smiling to him

"Kay! See ya later then! "

The last period finished and I walked home with Ash .

"So... you and Patty are something? " ash smirked

"Don't.." i stared my feed and ash cut me off

"Don't you try to hiiide with those aaaangeel eeeyeees" she sung ger voice is so powerful I couldn't help but smile

"Dude you should write a song called Angel Eyes oh my god Ash it's amazinggg" i giggled

She nodded but still keep adki g me the same question

"We might have something but I am.not 100% sure I mean I really Like him and you know . Stop .. here I am this is my house "

She shot me a death glare and within a second a cute smile

"NIA GOT A BOYFRIEND AND HIS NAME IS PATTY . P A T T Y " she sung oh god
I pushed her a bit away because it's nit funny it's my first time that I actually like a boy with the same age . You know I have Mike but I can't do something and I understand it

I got inside the house
And Vic seemed angry

"Gurl, is it true? Do you have a boyfriend?" Vic smiled

"No he is my friend . F R I E N D . Do you know the meaning? "
He nodded as he was speechless

"So Patty invited me to his house to write  a song can you drive me there? " i faked a smile

If me and Patty will be something I am.gonna be so awkward and that's why I am nervous about today or even sad i don't know there's no between

"Of course!"

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This suck I am sorry
But anywayyyyy good night? It's 4:05 am here wow
Untill next time (tomorrow)......... bye yaaa

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