"DAD i mean. VIC I AM 16 WHAT THE HECK" he giggled
"anyway we are here, be careful"
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I knocked on his door and I waited for about 2 minutes and I heard Patty yelling
"I'M COMING JUST WAIT A SECOND"cute little Patty .. I giggled to myself
he opened the door he was wearing a racoon (pyjamas) suit and he was so cute that I blushed and god damn he noticed that . oh Patty (okay but imagine patty wearing it I'm gonna scream)
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"you look so cute I want a hug " And I hugged him god I was smiling all the time damn you Patty I might be in love with you and you make it so much worse . god I wish I had words for this feeling
the time was now 11:34 and I was sleepy AF . Patty was almost done with the song and he was singing it , I didn't know that his voice was THAT amazing
"Fix me, I'm defective.
Stitch me up and make me feel new again. Take all that's wrong and correct it. Leave nothing that resembles this mess that I am. I miss what never was with us, our fiction I constructed. You're everywhere and all that I think about. I can't even feel alone in my own head.
On my own again I'm trying not to feel 'cause I'm feeling like the world forgot me. On my own again Yeah, you were always his and all I ever was was sorry
I'm my own invention An unfulfilled and underwhelmed work of art. I'm desperate for your affection It's hopeless, I know, but that's just who I am. It's like my mind has mirrored walls And you're standing in the middle. I'm equal parts self-doubt and confidence And I'm confident I'll die with every word I have left unsaid. " Patty sang(song: Sorry - AS IT IS)
he looked at me with a sad expression "it sucks" he said]
I screamed of course
"WHAT WAS THAT FOR IDIOT?" he giggled
" it was amazing . your voice is amazing" I jump and went directly to hug him
I hugged him but he looked at me straight in the eyes and kissed me.butterflies flying around my stomach . and lemme tell you something. he is a good kisser as well
" I... am sorry Nia ... I"he stuttered what a sweetheart
I kissed him then because I don't wanna make him feel uncomfortable . there is no reason to feel like that
"I ehm like you Patty " I blushed
" I li-" My phone cut him off because Alex was calling me
"dude your dad told me that you are at Patty's can me and the new girl Sousanna (SousannaSykes)come too?"
"lemme ask him "
"Patty can alex and the new girl Sousanna come here too?" he nodded
"he said yes get your asses here fag" i giggled aftr that. and he hung up god I am so excited and happy that Patty made a move to be honest . I really like him he is so silly , carying, idiot , smart . He is perfect I don't know . but I Am feeling a bit weird too because I had my first kiss with Mike Fuentes. A rock star . my fave drummer . I don't know
GUYS THIS SUCK I AM SORRY BUT I HAVE TO PACK . IM LEAVING FOR HOLIDAYS . If i find somewhere wifi I will upload okay? vote & comment pleaseee BYEE
