Hey guys. I haven't been present lately. i'm not at my best. at least I have my girlfriend. but that's about it. not that she doesn't help me. she does more than anything. I love her. but. I just can't seem to stay happy. i'm fighting my own thoughts. my thoughts of... harm... my thoughts of... death... but i can't just end it. i have one person that relies on me. Her. but having random panic attacks, flares of suicidal thoughts, purging, the blade got so close. but I made a promise. I promised not to let blood. she is too nice to me. i feel like im always in dept. and forever will be.
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i feel fat.
i may not look it.
but a lot of people have said it
my legs have cellulite
my thighs touch when i'm spreading them
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Let Him Free
Aloe Eaton
the wolf
he pleads for freedom
the dark
will engulf him
let him go
for the world will be dim
without him
the chains pin him down
you have taken his crown
in this cage
he is too weak for rage.
now can you see?
his plea
for freedom
what have we become
why can't you see?
he'll plea
he can't fight
he can't flee
let
him
free.
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