anxiety. been cursed with it all my life. its very hard to explain. but panic attacks get so bad that you can get sick. yes get sick. i have had all types of anxiety. a mild roll all day, panic attacks, pangs of panic, wayyyyyyyy more. anxiety hurts. physically. it feels like a heart attack. it holds me back. i avoid going on vacations because im scared im going to get anxiety. i avoid friends and family. because im to busy sitting in my room having a panic attack. k im done.