The Man Who Left Me Without A Word
Its been half a year since we had our last conversation. I loved you with all my heart. You were the person who gave me a lot of moments to treasure that I thought would last a lifetime. I must say that you really made me feel special and loved I gave my all and forgot to leave some for myself. Ever since we've been together, I always make sure that you were part of my future plans, and I think that's a part of being in love.
All I ever did was to make my world revolve around you until it destroyed me. You left me without any kind of explanation. You suddenly didn't respond to any texts or calls, and you did not reach out to see me even though we have same condo building. It lasted for a week until I decided to stop feeling bad about it. It was hard, though.
After a month i receive new year and birthday greetings. These actions make me more confused, and allowed me to hope that what we had before will be back but I texted you goodbye, and I decided to move on with my life. Now, I am currently single, and not ready for another commitment just yet.
Prayers helped me to move on, but I am afraid to open my heart again. I am hesitant to love and trust a guy again, and I'm going to guard my heart. But despite of the heartache, I know I am happier. I am stronger, and I am pursuing my goals independently. I am now smarter than I was before.
I realized that everything happens for a reason. We need to experience pain in order for us to know that there are greater things in store for us.
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