To The Man Who Has My Heart

Remember

I wanted to see you for one last time before I let go of all the feelings that I have kept in my heart but you refused to see me. I have loved you, and you will always have a special place in my heart that no one can replace. These are the words I wanted to say to you in person. I also wanted to show you that behind my strong personality is a woman who regrets the fact that our story will never have a happy ending.

If I could turn back time, I would say all the words that you wanted to hear from me. I should have been more affectionate during the times you held me in your arms. You would always gently caress my face, kiss me, and give me your undivided attention even when we didn't deserve those stolen moments. What we had was something that words cannot describe. It's something that only our hearts can fathom. But the truth will never change, that we have missed all the opportunities for us to be together.

I have made up my mind to let go of you, not because I don't love you, but because I hate the fact that I cannot hate you. I don't want to confuse myself anymore. I don't want you to choose, and most especially, I don't want us to be stuck in the memory of our past. I need to move forward.

No more what ifs. What we need is to know what life is without looking back. Someday, we'll forget the hurt, the reason we cried and who caused us pain. We will finally realize that the secret of being free is not revenge, but letting things unfold in their own way and own time. After all, what matters is not the first, but the last chapter of our life which shows how well we ran the race.

This is the day that I will put a period on our love story. Always remember that you will always have my love and prayers for your success.

I bid my farewell to you, my greatest love. I will always have you in my heart.