Yes. I know. Madali akong mapanghinaan ng loob kasi may dahilan naman. Depende kung ano yung naiisip ko.
And if I get tired...real tired of thinking of you, caring for you, loving you. I'm really sorry. I think it's better that I let go of you now rather than sacrificing myself too much that it's hard to bear and or recover. I cannot put all my efforts on you. I know you know that. And I'm not supposed to do that.
If time and space would be against us, then so be it. I don't want to put my bets on you anymore, because I have flaws within myself. I can't be with someone like you, who deserves better than me. I just want you to be happy in these moments. It makes me smile and feel happy for you. Words cannot be expressed on how I feel that happiness seeing you enjoying your own moments.
Maybe I just need to shut you down right now, because that may be the right thing to do. I don't know why I feel this way again. I need to stop already. I need to let go and condition my heart. I want you to be somewhere that is better than what you are in now.
Don't use me, because I have feelings for you. That's what I really hate the most.
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To The Man Who Has My Heart
Non-FictionA open letter to My Almost Boyfriend Im not that strong enough to give this letters to him. I decided a letter would be the best outlet for my thoughts. I find it easier to formulate my words onto a piece of paper than to express them from my lips...
