That Winter

That Winter 14

Oh! it feels like I've been sleeping on the cold floor.

I sit stair up and looked around.

Oh that's right my 'friends' decided to lock me in here .

I was so stupid to believe he was my friend . I should have know he was up to no good.

I wonder how long it's been since I fainted?

I reach into my purse to look for my phone.

7:00AM!

Crap! they still haven't let me out!

I tried pushing the door and the doors flow open.

I quickly ran to my car and drove home.

I noticed that some tears were rolling down my face.

How could I be so foolish! I really thought he was a friend. Just when things were going good things turned worst! To top it off Harry was there boy he never changes!

I fell so belittle! I don't know who to trust.

For sure I have to avoid my mother.

She will wonder where I've been.

But I can't tell her that Harry and his friends locked me in the closet and left me in there.

How can I tell her that when she is convinced that he is an angel!

I'll just tell her a small and believable lie and it will be over.

I pulled up into the drive way .

I closed the door so softly . and crept into the house.

I took a shower and went into bed.

Oh it's so cold! AhCoo!

No one I'm sick ! I was left in a shack where the was so warmth to help me from the cold November .

It's barely the beginning of November but its cold!

These winters are always long. Which I love! But its not enjoyable when your alone.

Oh well it's time to catch the sand and fall asleep.

The rest of the day.

It's Saturday and I feel like shit.

I have a runny nose and I got chills.

The common cold.

Sucks to suck , huh?

I wish the nightmare will end.

I wish I could hold onto some type of hope but its impossible when there is no hope to hold on to.

And no one to help you or even to cry on to.

I'm so pathetic and lonely .

But it was never always like that.

I used to have thousands of friends.

I used to laugh and smile and crack jokes and play and enjoy the winters. summers.

I used to have the best friends.to be there when you are broken. to share the hurts.

I used to have those days when I wake up and glad I'm alive.

I used to fell important .

To feel wanted.

By my friends, my family.

But now things changed.Im so cold and lonely.

I hope that one day.

One day I can feel it .

To be loved and have love.

To have a warm feeling .

But I am frozen and is trapped by this everlasting freeze .

I want to have someone too.

Am I not a human too?

I fell asleep later after thing too much.

Only god knows what will come next.

It maybe bad , good , or it could be a tragedy?

Only time will tell.

Sorry for the late update but I will try to update as often .

I wanted to try and stop the Clift hangers so you guys won't be pissed.

Thanks for reading!