That Winter

That Winter 19

"Hey Chris! Come sit with me!"

"Sure! "

It was lunch and it had already been a month since I transferred here. I feel happy, truly bliss.

I had made new friends, names are Michael, Calum, Luke,  that dimple cutie Ashton. Including a new best girl friend Ale.

I meet ale in creative writing and the other guys through Ashton.

I have to say that the five of them are my bestest friends.

I live it here even if the painful memories of Peter and Ann come up every now and then, I even had a nightmare about them.

I woke up crying and woke up aunt Lindy.

Sometimes it was about Harry but it was rare.

I love it here. I do miss my family but I feel more at home here.

Throughout my whole time I was here I had not visited Ann and Peter's grave.

I was planning on going today.

It was going to be hard but I need to do this.

They buried both of them together, that's the way it's suppose to be.

Aunt lindy got me a bike so I could travel.

Once school was over I got on my bike and rode to the floral shop.

I got Ann red wine roses, they were her favorite.

I rode to the cemetery, it looks so beautiful near the Pacific Ocean.

I go to their grave and lay roses on them.

I was washed over with sadness.

Droplets were falling from my eyes. I didnt wipe them away, what's the point.

"Ann. I'm sorry for not coming here. I.. I didn't want to accept it. I.. I miss you. I feel bad... For not forgiving you. but now I regret it. I wish I told you Ann! I forgive you. I forgive you. "

I started to sob.

" Ann I wish you were here so I can tell you all that has happened. It's amazing here. I wish you could see it. I made new friends here. But you are the one friend that I will hold dear till I die. I will never forget you. I will carry on. Now I know what I should do.I won't give up. Ann I promise to you that I will try, for you. Now I'm sure that I can say this. Goodbye my love. I will see you again some day. "

I am now sure that I will have to work harder to for the ones I love.

As I leave the cemetery, I look back and stare into the sky. I swear that I saw the sky smile back at me. May be it's a sign that I should start over.

I get on my bike and ride. On my way home I was thinking that what I did had been good. I feel like a big weight was off my shoulders.

I got home and I felt content.

I shower and got ready for bed.

That night I had a dream.

It was actually a memories of Peter

      I was up in my room bored and sad.

"Hey, Christy. Come on out. "

Said Peter. I was in one of my hissy fits."

"No."

"No? I thought you loved me? " he said in a pouty face.

My face started to turn pink.