That Winter

That Winter 23

I was utterly shocked that he was the one to confront me. I was unsure of what he was to tell me and i was a bit afraid to find out why.

But i will just go with it.

"Okay.. "

We were walking around till we reached a table for us to talk.

" So, what is it you want to talk about? "

" I not going to make an excuse or a reason but I need you to know that I am truly sorry. I don't deserve or will ask for your forgiveness. I understand that I was a complete ass and someday I will get what's coming to me. I truly am sorry. And that's what I wanted to say. "

What do I say at times like these, the words are there but for some reason they just won't form. I open my mouth but there are  no words.

I guess you could say I'm speechless.

How should I go about this. I want to forgive him but at the same time I don't think I can. My heart tells me to forgive but my mind can not withstand any more heartache.

"You really think that you can just try to undo what you have already done? "

" No,  well.. I know that I can't  undo anything. what I want is to start over. "

" Harry, I have already forgiven the things you have done but I just need some time to adjust to this situation. I need time to think. "

" Then can we be friends? "

" I don't know Harry, I barely know you. But i guess it's a start. "

" Great! Than do you want to come to my party on Saturday? At my beach house. "

" I think your pushing it. "God this guy must be rich.

" Oh, I'm sorry, I was just trying to be friendly-er, and I guess it's too soon then, well bye. "

" Yes bye, Ale let's go. "

" What happened, what did he say, where did he come from and where can I get one? "

" Ale come on. It was just an apology and he's from London well somewhere in that country. We had a bad connection. "

" Does he have any friends? "

" Who knows? "

So I was considering adding other characters perspective, and I'm not sure

If I should pair the main character up with Harry or Ashton.

It is still undecided and I would like to write my real life story on me ending up liking my Bully.

Thanks a bunch. And sorry if it was short.