Beautiful Disaster(Justin Bieber fan fiction)

Part 1

Dear Diary,

Don't ever get tired of hearing about me? If so I'm sorry your the only person I can trust. I'm just so sick of Mac and these other bitches I have to work with. One of these days I will get off the street my prayer will be answered and I can become the poet I've always wanted to be.

Love Ama

It was 8:00 it was time for me to get ready. Maybe I should stop buying new outfits I can barely get my bills paid. Rent, Water or Electricity...something has got to give. My best friend Sophia just called telling me to hurry up Mac is on his way. God I loved Mac, that's my pimp by the way. Yeah you guys I'm a prostitute. Got damn I hate that title it makes me shiver everytime I refer to myself.

Mac is my everything, he takes care of me...well he did. Ever since Lucy's been added he's been up her ass. All of a sudden he now lavishes her in designer rings and jeans. She might got him now but she can never take my place. We had a son together his name was Easton Gabriel Rogers. I miss him so much everytime I think of him I cry. Ever since his death I've never been the same, he was only 1 years old and someone had to take him from me. It seemed like Mac didn't really care. He's my first love just not the my love I can see myself with. All this time I spent thinking I haven't even got dressed yet, Fuck!

I had on my big hoop earrings, my stilettos and mini skirt and my dark plum lipstick. I put my wig on too, no one has ever saw my hair but Mac not that I really care or whatever. I have to take the bus to get out there on Main Ave. living in the bay area of Cali was a bitch. For living in California all my life I haven't meet a celebrity yet like what the fuck is the deal. Can't I just meet India Arie and make my life absolutely complete. I look up to her she's one of my favorite poets and her voice is heaven on Earth.

The bus comes to stop,  I'm guessing this is my stop. I get out and I see all the girls lined up, I'm guessing Mac is giving us a scolding.

I walk up and they all turned my way, I don't give a fuck if I'm late. When I walk up to my spot I see Lucy on his arm, this bitch, I chuckle and Mac looks my way and says, "What the fuck is so funny", I look up completely astonished he's never talked to me like that. "Why are you talking to me like this Mac? ", he looks like he wants to bitch slap and long behold he smacked me hard, it made me fall to the ground.  All the girls look at me and say nothing,  I can see my friend Sophia getting pissed off she looks at Mac and watches him say,"Now laugh at that bitch" he walks off with Lucy laughing by his side and all the girls walk away as well. My friend Sophia comes to me and holds me,"Come on girl I'm so sorry he did this too he been tripping all night, he's never did know shit lime this to you! Come on" I get up and she pulls out a mirror, I have a bruise on my face, Fuck!. She pulls out some makeup out her bag and fixes me up.I can forever count on her.

Me and Sophia our standing by the road waiting for someone to take us home for home for pleasure. I'm sitting on curb rolling up a blunt for us as Sophia trys to seduce a guy in the car to try and take her home. He doesn't he drifts off, she starts yelling," Fuck you, you bastard!" She is hilarious I tell you man. She comes over to me, I say,"Stop trynna have those scally wag ass niggas to take you home your worth more than 500$, the things you do with that tongue you worth millions" she nudges me, I start laughing. I finished rolling the blunt I light it, puffed it and passed it to Sophia. I don't really smoke I just did it tonight after that incident with Mac and all. I try not to think about it because I'll just get madder. Then pulls up a nice ass car. Usually the same basic pimps that try to buy us from Mac usually drive in nice cars. I always denied them because I work for Mac and I loved him so why would I leave, but tonight I'll give them the time of day.

Crazy right? Tell me how you feel about it