Beautiful Disaster(Justin Bieber fan fiction)

Part 6

Dear Diary,

I've haven't talked to you in a while I have new news, ha new news. While I haven't been on the street lately I've been eloping with my new....man figure in my life. Justin Bieber yeah I know stupid right. I've never known myself to even been attracted to him I didn't even listened to his music. He's 2 years old than me as well. He makes me feel strong and beautiful. Oh yeah I'm gonna meet up with an old man figure in my life we shall see how this goes

Love Ama

"Justin I've got to go I've been here for a week now" I said laughing as I was trying to break from Justin as we were play fighting. He poked out his lip and agreed to let me go. "You going back home" he said. I nodded my head yes, I had my bags in my hand."I just have to take care of some business you know, and I have to pay my rent, I still need a place to live" Justin cups my cheek and says"You can stay here, you don't have to work.You have me and you will always have me" he kisses my forehead.I dropped my bags and encircled my arms around his neck and kissed him passionately. Hearing that the burden of having to pay bills and not having to sell my body warmed my heart, he was my best friend and my lover. I looked in his eyes and without hesitation I say"I love you for this, I know it's only been a week but you make me happy you make me feel beautiful, no man on earth has ever made me feel this way and I love it, thank you so much for being hear for me" he looks in my eyes"Just say those three words Ama"I take a deep breath and say it"I love you Justin,  I love you, I love you" tears start falling from my eyes he pulls me in closer and picks me up and kisses me over and over again.He kissed my ears down to my neck. He said"I love you, and know can ever take you away from me, Ama". We were young and in love and yeah it was cheesy but I thought it was cute and I love it and the things he's done for me so far.I'm not a gold digger I was never a gold digger.  I wouldn't mind if he took me to burger king every night as long as I had him I was happy, know could take that joy away from me.

Our kiss was broken by an incoming call from my back pocket. I looked at my phone it was Sophia, God I hated her right now but I still had love for my girl. "What?" I snarled. Justin pulled away from me and kissed my cheeked and mouth the words " I'll be back" I wanted to know where he was going but I was too annoyed to ask. I hear Sophia saying something about Mac has been tripping ever since I left, he wants me to meet up with him at a restaurant. "When tonight?" I asked, she said yeah, at the Galaria. I cover my mouth, that's where I our first date was, something was up for sure. "I'll be out there in a couple of minutes" I said. She proceeded to ask where I've been but I hung up the phone,  I don't even feel comfortable talking to her anymore.

I went looking for Justin as I grabbed my purse and put my phone in it. He was no where to be found, so I just left a note telling him I was headed out. I didn't want to just take his car keys so I took a bus to the Galaria. I walked inside and I saw Mac waiting there, he got up from the table and kissed my cheek on the same side he slapped me on. I couldn't even look him in his eyes. He pulled a seat out for me to sit down in."I haven't heard from you in a while Gianna what's going on" he called me Gianna cause that's my middle name, he never called me Ama. "I've been doing fine Mac, why did you call me down here"I said with an attitude. "I miss you baby you know this, you haven't been answering your calls, returning my text. I miss my baby" I looked away, him and Lucy probably aren't even together now that's why he's running back to me, he does this all the time. "Is that so" I said, he looked at me and sat back in his chair and said,"So there's another nigga, making you happy?Kissing you and feeling on you, what the fuck Ama" I look at him and I got up and slapped him in his face," Yes Mac , there is another "nigga" feeling and touching all up on me, he does things to me that you've never done and makes me feel like a woman. He kisses both set of lips, something you never did. Is that why a guy couldn't give me oral sex because you didn't do it, yeah Mac there is another guy" I know I was loud because everyone in the restaurant looked at me strange. "Well Lucy gave better head than you" I got up from the table "Fuck you Mac" I screamed. I walked out the restaurant I heard Mac chasing after me and caught up to me and grabbed my arm, pulling me closer to him as I try to resist. "Calm the hell down Gianna damn" he yelled. He looked in my eyes with his beautiful big caramel eyes. "I will always love you, you we're the mother of my child, none of those silly hoes can take your place your the one I love and want to be with" My eyes started to water, I can't think about my son it'll make me weak and I don't want him seeing me that way. He held me as I couldn't resist not crying. I can't lie I missed Mac's touch, even though he's a dick I loved him dearly, I used to think I was nothing without him. Maybe I'm in love with two men. I looked up and Mac wiped away my tears and kissed me. At this point only thing going through my mind was Justin, before I left I told him I loved him now I'm liplocking with Mac. I couldn't resist his kiss, I wanted this, him and Justin knew how to make me weak in the knees. He held my hand and walked me back over to his car. We drove to his place, I knew exactly how this was gonna end up and I didn't feel guilty

Whoa derr would you ever cheat on Justin or is Ama a lying bitch comment what you think.