So tonight was back to school night at my school, and I wrote this while walking my schedule... I might make this into a book sometime in my life
Just the feel of being back in school makes me want to write some stupid cliche high school AU. When I first started reading fanfiction, I loved high school AUs... Now they seemed stupid to me, due to the cliche-ness of it all... I wasn't exited to go back to school, knowing that he wouldn't be there...
Get over it, Bennet, I told myself, you'll never see him again...
It broke me how everything would be different this year. No more Parker. No more friends. No more old me.
All of my friends have graduated or moved away, physically or emotionally. I figured, if I survived half of my junior year alone, how hard could senior year be? And then I realized something... Senior year was supposed to be full of lasts. Last party. Last road trip. Last school play. Last homecoming game. Of course, all of these things happen in college, but I guess these were supposed to be special, because it was your last time being with the people you've known since Kindergarten, more importantly, the last time you do things in High School.
But I've never been invited to parties. I've never gotten drunk with my closest friends, and I've never been on a girls road trip with my friends. My life has mostly been me with a computer in front of me, as I create beautiful stories about beautiful people, while listening to beautiful music, and realizing the beauty of my usual Friday Night. Not at a football game. Not at a dumb party, but in my room, doing the thing I love most... Writing about places I've never been to, and people I've never met...
