^^^^ The dance above is partially inspo for this poem/Drabble
Might use this for inspo later... (this has nothing to do with Caleb, if you're wondering)
Here I am again...
I've been finding myself here, in this state of mind, so often, lately.
You know I've never liked the sound of "I miss you..."
It sounds like a child, pleading to a passed parent.
"I miss you" doesn't cover it.
I admittedly sometimes wear that old T-shirt of yours, mostly because it smells like you... not because I lost mine.
Is it possible to want to go back to just a moment?
The moment when we dancing together, smiles so big, as we sung our hearts out?
The moment when it felt like we were the only two people in the world?
The moment when you just sit down next to me with that stupid half-smile that you always wear that makes my heart leap out of my chest when ever I see it?
I've noticed multiple versions of this smile that I tend to hate/love . I've been longing for the genuine, almost flirty, one.
And I always hope that I will be able to see that half-smile again.
But for now, I'm missing you, which I hate, and the thought of missing you makes me want to roll my eyes in agony until they fall out.
I'm hearing rumors of the smile coming back. Although I'm hoping they're true, I don't know if I believe in rumors anymore.
