Stalked

Chapter 25

I felt tingles all throughout my body while his lips moved on mine but I don't want to feel them! My mind was telling me to break the contact but my heart was saying to kiss him back. I can't give him the satisfaction and kiss him back even if I so desperately want to. I tried to pull away from him but his hands holding my face in place made it difficult. Harry tried so desperately to get me to kiss back but I didn't. After a few seconds I had given in, letting my heart over power my mind, and kissed him back. I could tell that my giving in made him happy because I could feel his smile on my lips. My eyes fluttered closed as the tingles in my body grew stronger. His hands moved off of my face and wrapped around my waist, pulling my entire body closer to his. The light to the bedroom was flipped on and I broke the contact between Harry and I to spin in the direction of the doorway. I saw Louis standing there looking at me with nothing but hurt in his eyes. The look broke my heart and I wanted to run over to Louis and give him a big hug to get rid of the hurt in his eyes.

"Abby?" Louis whispered in a wavering voice.

"Louis." I said as I watched his eyes become watery. I quickly moved further away from Harry as I felt guilt rush through my body. Louis turned and disappeared from my sight while a whole new wave of guilt rushed through my body like a tsunami tide. I quickly walked out of the room and followed after him as best I could and grabbed his hand. He stopped walking for a second and I heard him take in a big gulp of air. His hand tightened around mine and he pulled me with him. Okay so this is the second time within ten minutes that I've been dragged around. I kept up with him and almost stumbled to the ground a few times. He pulled open the front door with his free hand before pulling me out with him.

"What was that?! You said you didn't like any of us more than friends then you go and make out with Harry!" He yelled as he looked at me with anger and a hint of hurt still in his eyes.

"Okay first of all I was not making out with him and second of all Harry kissed me not the other way around!" I yelled back at him.

"So that doesn't mean you have to kiss him back! You could have broke the kiss like you did with me but no you didn't!" He shot back.

"Actually I did try to break the kiss but Harry wouldn't let that happen!" I said as all the guilt that was in my body turned into anger. Louis remained silent for a moment as he glared at me.

"From what I saw you seemed to be taking part in the kiss. Which shows that you wanted the kiss." He pointed out.

"Why are you getting so mad about this? It's not like we were in a relationship or anything." I said curious to hear his answer.

"Because I love you, that's why!" He shouted back at me. I didn't know what to say in response so I stood there just staring at him like an idiot.

"I'm sorry." I whispered before turning to walk back into the house. Louis grabbed my hand again and turned me around to face him again. I looked into his eyes for a moment before my phone buzzed and I remembered I had it with me. I quickly took my hand from Louis and pulled it out of my pocket. From: Chase. I'm super stoked to hang out with you tonight. Meet me at the arcade in ten. I thought about if I still wanted to go or if I should just stay home to fix things. I texted back telling him I couldn't come tonight but I could some other night. Louis looked at me with a questioning look.

"My trainer slash one of my best friends that I was going to hang out with tonight." I explained briefly.

"Wait 'was'? So you aren't going?" He said with hope in his eyes and I nodded in response.

"Why, so you can go and make out with Harry some more?" He said with coldness in his voice. I glared at him and opened my mouth to start yelling at him but stopped myself and instead I turned and walked back into the house. I slammed the door behind me, leaving Louis standing outside alone. I looked up to see the curious eyes of Liam, Niall and Zayn all locked onto me. I heard the door open and close behind me and I shoved passed everybody and went into the bathroom. I locked the door behind me before pressing my back to the door and slumping down to the ground. Why did all of this have to happen? I thought being able to live with my idols was going to be paradise but no, I was way off. I always dreamt of this happening but none of this ever happened in my dreams and little fantasies.